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DI movie poster

2006-10-12T13:27:00.000+08:00

halooo!
thought of updating an entry while waiting for time to pass before i can submit my DI work.
Speaking of DI work, YAY! i finished the poster and i must say i'm very proud of it. =D Though my photoshop skills are not very good yet, i'm glad things turn out alright. I thought i'll never finished it sia.
I almost pull all my hair out and storm my room last night. I had a lousy day where everything just don't work my way. Thanks to adeline, i'm able to cool off faster than usual...and actually fell asleep while waiting for the stupid file to finish loading. Learn a very important lesson today: moving your files from your thumbrdrive to the trash in a mac computer will not delete all files permanantly. It will juz stay inside, but u can't see them on screen.
..kk let me tell u how things can go terribly wrong because of this thumdrive.

Tuesday night
Finished about 60% of the poster and decide to continue in school.
Beacuse of the "hidden files" i couldn't bring all my original photos to school. Only have enough space for the poster. I didn't know about the "hidden files".

Wednesday
So bla bla bla....happily go school to complete my poster. Deadline is thursday. I thought i finish le, so send it for printing.....my thumbdrive say not enough space(1st sign...come to think of it, i should have ask about it then). Went around to see who got thumbdrive. After printing it, i didn't like some of the stuff and my lecturer pointed out some stuff he didn't like (postition of a sentence all that). I can't edit anything also! Because i didn't bring my original photos.
It was about 3pm then. Need to atten director's talk at 4pm. So borrowed thumbdrive from Rigina to bring my files home to do. I didn't check it after i transfer to the thumbdrive.

Wednesday night
Start cursing the internet and the programmes. The internet kept disconnecting. Photoshop refuse to open my file in the thumbdrive. (same mac and thumbdrive problem....the mac at school never properly transfer the whole file to the thumbdrive coz nt enough space..never tell me somemore) Desperate, (what do u expect from someone who's about to complete her work but yet can't do anything about it. And the deadline is thursday MORNING!!) i tried asking around to see if there's any 24hr internet cafe that has photoshop CS. My photosshop version old one. I thought it was the problem of different version that my photoshop refuse to open my file. I went around bugging people like a mad women. I was turning into one. Because i d/l the trial version for photoshop CS...(which took a looooonnnggg time) and it refuse to open my file. I give up! The only thing left to do is to
no.1 Sneak into school and camp over night
no.2 Lab opens at 8.30am. Deadline 10am. Go school and do and finish it within one and a half hour.
Fell asleep while waiting for the file to finish loading..

Thursday morning 8.30am
rush to school to do....manage to finish the work and stuff. Printing and all that...Manage to finish at 10am on the dot....but havent mount.
Lecturer come in....he considered everyone who havent mount to be late as well.....sigh....
Got reprimended.....

Praying that he will not minus any mark...pls pls pls!! I spend so many hours on this project...kills millions of brain cells and almost become blad and destroy my room...
sigh...who ask me lah....wait till last min also....-.-"

I'm glad i manage to pull of this one....
Just when i thought i can go and celebrate and wake up late tml morning....he drop the bomb.
We have to come up with the ideas for the final projecy by tomorrow. X.X
*faint

haha what to do, his the lecturer....have to do my best lor...what else?
Adeline warmly welcome me to the project hell last night. Haha i welcome whoever is in the same project mood/state...i warmly welcome you too....hahaha....

Blu3

block 6

2006-10-05T21:02:00.000+08:00

halow!
Haven been updating haha.....
oooo i spent my holidays watching korean movie and Batter Halves (Jing Pai Pin Ren). One word to describe it all: NICE!

ooo among all the korean movies i watch, i would strongly recommend thus movie:

The Classic

k...some of you may say "Chey...this show 2003 wan leh...."
Fine...i'm out-dated, slow, watever....but i absolutely loveeee this movie.
Its a very romantic story with a sad and happy ending. Lets just say that its sad so that the ending can be happy....
watch the movie...hahaha
Here's a Trailer + OST of the movie that i found on YouTube. enjoy~

Nice right? I love the music and the romantic atmosphere in the movie. Not too much...just right.
Other movies include:
100 days with Mr. Arrogant (Nice Nice!! & funny)
Love So Divine

Block 6 start lo....
Having Digital Imaging now.
haha quite intresting...
Got my first assignment today. We need to come up with a story...and a movie poster for it. Using the photoshop technique we learn so far....we are to apply it in our poster. All pictures and storyline must be Ours!! I'm okie with it. The onli problem is...We have to be the main character. That means we have to put our picture in the poster...
abit awkward....
haha....

ooo yay! I saw my results last night. Quite okie lah....I'm quite surprised for some subjects.
Like Creative thinking. I thought i was gonna get a C for sure....
But i got a B+ Yay! Phew!~ Jia you for next semester!

Ooo...Also received this e-mail about the student exchange programme to China...thinkin to go anot...

sian ar.....brainstorm ideas first...

Blu3

Room

2006-09-19T17:11:00.000+08:00

Halow!!
Slacking.......
haha since when did i turn into a lazy bum? Seriously don't feel like doing anything. Had my lunch and decided to play some games.

The sever will be down for maintance from 1500hr to 1800hr. Please log out safely before that. Thank you.

-.-"
Cannot play.
Now what do I do?
I spent 5 minutes walking around the house looking for stuff to do. Nope I dun feel like doing any housework >.< Haha. Got out of the house instead. Went to the library. Walk one round and realize I’m not in the mood of reading also. Walk back home. Got myself a cup of bubble tea on the way back. UGH! I asked for Vanilla milk tea and the aunty gave me almond milk tea instead. Blah! I donno about you but I don’t like the almond taste. X.X haiz…what to do? Finish drinking the whole cup lor. Anna called just now. I was still at the library then. My sis told me that Anna from popular was looking for me. Humm…I wonder if it’s about work. I haven’t called her back yet. Haha XD

Right now, I’m just browsing DeviantArt and thinking ways to change my room so that it will look more bright and spacious. Right now it’s just blue, blue and more blue. Even though I may be a big fan of blue. But too much blue can also be very boring! I wanna see colours!! (I think I’ve said this a no. of times and I have yet to do anything about it. Haiz…) I can’t make up my mind about the theme!! *Start pulling hair. \(> <)/

Colours VS. Vintage VS. Modern.
Humm…maybe I’ll find some ways to combine all three…..hummmm…..but I do foreseen a lot of new colours!! Hahaha……

I’ll post the before and after pic of my room….when its finally done…..hahaha

Blu3

free

2006-09-16T02:18:00.000+08:00

yay! Holidays!
haha and I did update my blog!!

haha haiz...i realize i got a very very bad habit. Especially in this block. I tend to overslept and be late for class....or even miss the class. tsk tsk. very bad habit.
Its abit sad that this block has come to an end already. I had a great time composing stuff. Especially the one with trash ones. I think i'm gonna do more decorate my room with it. hahax.

My sis was complaining to me about her life now. With all the stupid issues and stuff....she has land herself in quite a mess! If you ask me, i think she's disorganized and do not know her priorities. Shall not elaborate on the issues. haiz haiz..

i wanna go shopping!!!!! T.T

Blu3

Lovely

2006-09-10T17:29:00.000+08:00

Helo!
Haiz....haven't been updating...my fault. sori
I've just add a song into the page. Nice?
Lovely by Michelle Tumes.
Really a lovely song. Came across this song while searching for the anime Air in Youtube. Someone used the song as the AMV for the anime Air. Air - a beautiful but saddest anime i've ever watched. Shall not elaborate on the story. Its quite confusing. Either that or i have yet to understand what i have just watched. :x

Anyway, lifes been okey and i quite like this block better than the rest so far. Quite slack in its own way. Great lecturer. Great Class. ^^

Oh before i forget. HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEELING!! haha...
Poor gal. Need to study for the last paper on her birthday. Cheer up! haha we're gonna celebrate on Friday instead. Talk about belated birthday. Haha anyway i passed her her bday gift already. The Bear plushies that i have sew by myself. ^^ Haha when ur upset or unhappy, feel free to bend ur fustration on the poor little bear. Remeber to smile always and don't bottle everything up. You're surrounded by many wonderful friends. Turn to them when u feel troubled. =)

Humm...quite a no, of people have been feeling quite depress these days. Perhaps its the weather or something. donno. Had a great time talking to sharon yesterday night. Kept bombarding her with youtube videos since she was so bored. Too bad my videos wasen't what she was really looking forward to. >.<

*raise hands up and shout
me: "OEI!! STOP REPEATING THAT SONG!!"
susan: " Where got? Different song"

Yeah right....she just compile the same song in the playlist. Its playing the NEXT song. not the SAME song. -.-"

Nothing much to write and i don't feel like writing anyway....hummm shall try and update more often.

who intrested to watch Red Gisellewith me?

Your the center of my universe.

Blu3

yay

2006-07-31T17:27:00.000+08:00

helo!!
haha i've wasted another day away....
watched an intrestin documentry about dragons. They really existed! Quite and intresting documentry. Quite sad too. It made me think that we humans are the ulitmate bad people that drove these poor animals to extinction. haiz haiz....

Haha...i felt silly for writing the previous entry.

After i log off yesterday, my sister was still awake. The computer was on, the lights were on but she was not there. Frustrated, i switch off the com and my sister saw what i was doing and we went into a little fight in the middle of the night. There was shouting...yep...
bla bla bla...she said something and threw the books on the floor- it was the last straw....bla bla bla....crying...bla bla bla...door slammed

haha she said sorry! *shocked.
My brother told me that after i slammed the door, my sister started writing stupid stuff on any piece of paper that her hand could get on. (i guessed correctly) Writing depressing stuff about how sorry she was....i didn't want to talk to her so i got my brother to talk to her and ask her to go to bed.

haha come to think of it...it was a stupid fight. I don't know why am i so frustrated in the first place. haha...haiz

ooo Adeline and i had a nice time talking about this year miss universe pagent. I didn't watched it. I only started finding out about the pagent after i watched project runway season 3 (yay!! they have a season 3...i think its much better than season 2 and i dislike angela from S3 a lot!). Their second challenge was to design a gown for Ms.USA to wear on Miss Universe. I thought it was kind of intresting - the dress. Then, i recalled reading a new paper front page talking about the gown Miss Singapore wore.... i decide to go and find out about the gown she wore and i was kind of horrified. Nice details....but thats not a gown?

It's even voted one of the worse in this website:http://tridentbeauties.com/missuniverse/2006/bestworst.html

Shall not talk about it. Anyway a very project-stressed adeline shared her opinion about all the gowns, international costume...bla bla and i had a great time. Its kind of intresting because pagent and dress are just not adeline type of things. haha...Good luck to your projects!!

See, having holidays now are no fun. Everyone busy with projects and stuff like dat...haiz...

My baby cousins are the best!! >.<
Blu3

Confuse and fustrated

2006-07-30T23:02:00.000+08:00

I am super frustrated
AHHGGHHHHH BLOODY INTERNET, IF U START HANGING AGAIN I'M GONNA SMASH THE COM INTO PIECES!

As i was saying, i am super frustrated and in a very foul mood now.
Super! i have to channel this fustration somewhere! (as if its the first time)

Lately i've been easily irritated. and words like "shitty" and "bloody" has been appearing in my mind a lot lately. Just thinkin about "someone" makes it worse....AGGHHHH

I just don't get it! If your short of money, what would u do? cut down as much expenses as possible right? My mum keeps telling me abt bills here debt there money here money there, no money problem yada yada.....
i'm sick of hearing all these. its like as if its we children's fault that we're sucking all the money you've earn. Yeah yeah logically we children owe our parents bla bla bla...filial piety
That i understand. I did tried to save as much as possible for my materials and i did try and save for the school fees and watever shitty stuff i need to pay for. I did gave them my salary from work during the vacation to help pay the household expanses and stuff like dat. A little sad that i cant get to use the money on all the stuff i want, but i don't mind. I don't mind if i cant spend them. I would be very happy to help my parents in anyway. Now here's the problem, you see your younger using money like nobody business and you have your parents siding them saying "what can i do, its her money wah. she save it wah"

Wah, she save the money can spend on anything she want, than why am i saving like siao for school work. It hurts more when you have your parents saying "who ask you never come and take money from me for those materials and stuff" I just don't get it!!! My sis is like spending her money on stuff she wan and getting money again from my parents for school stuff, dosen't she feel bad that she kept taking the money??? Worse still, she spends it on rubbish than waste all those electricity bills and so on. Like just now, she switch on the lights in the whole house together wif the tv and computer on. (no one was home) than u have her taking bath for an hour or so. What she doing in there? swimming ar?

I mean I don’t mind helping to pay the bills, but I just don’t want to save like siao so that my little sister can spend like siao. Sori I’m not the type who thinks I work a little harder so my sister can enjoy the life I didn’t kind of person. I think individuals must try to earn what they deserve by themselves.

I know its selfish of me to talk about my situation like that because compared to the rest of the world, my case is still very minor. But I just want to voice out my frustrations about the way my parents are handling things. I’ve tried expressing my frustrations to them these days and they kept siding my sis and come up with silly excuses. The more I try the more they think im an old lady who’s obsessed with nagging. I NAG COZ TALKING NO LONGER WORKS. To bring my msg across and actually get some work done, I have to nag like siao. You think I like to nag ar? If you do everything properly, u think I will nag so much? Just like the house. I’m sick of cleaning it. They don’t even bother keeping it clean or help out. All my sis do was help to keep it more messy. They say they will clean. Stay home from market to clean.
If u ask me, using cleaning to stay at home instead of going to the market to help out is a lousy excuse. How many weeks has passed? Clean? I don’t think so. The following week Wendy’s foreign exchange friends will be coming to stay over. In the end also I clean. Every time like dat. I’m sick and tired of this treatment. Some of them don’t even say thank you. say I naggy, say I busybody. HEY I’M NOT SOME MAID OR SOME MONEY TREE OKEY!! Ugh im sooo fustrated I don’t even know what im saying….AHHH Y CANT MY PARENTS UNDERSTAND WHAT IM THINKING! I don’t even feel like blogging anymore.

Some times i wished i have an elder brother to guide me. To tell me if what im doing is right. I donno.....aiyah im very confuse now lah

RIGHT NOW I JUST FEEL LIKE SMASHING EVERYTHING IN MY HOUSE!!!! AUUUUGHHHH!

The veronicas!

2006-07-28T18:07:00.000+08:00

When it falls apart
The veronicas

Nice? from their new alblum: the secret lifes of the veronicas. Haha i discovered this album from the seventeen magazine recently and decide to find out more abt the group and their songs. hummmm...their song quite nice actually. I like it.
Since i have yet (and lazy) to find a way to upload their music, i shall use this video from youtube first.

kk just remember something about project runway. Shall talk about it the next time round. Internet got problem.

Blu3

new skin

2006-07-28T17:35:00.000+08:00

new skin as promise
after slacking for the past 4 days, i've finally accomplished something that i planned to do. This layout lor. argh...i got lazy halfway through and decide to leave the "colour scheme" of the fonts alone.....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ....

Blah...
i donno...not very motivated these days. tml saturday lor....3 more weeks to go. Haiz tomorrow kite flying trip cancelled. Coz windri wanna prepare exams. haiz...life has suddenly become so boring. Everyone bz with their exam....

ARRGGGHHH
stupid internet

Blu3

Holidays!

2006-07-24T18:58:00.000+08:00

I'M freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
*jumps up and do the rain dance...\(>.<)/ *Waves vigorously!!

I'm sooooooo sorrie. I've been so busy lately that i didn't even bother logging on to MSN let alone blog! okey, blame it on my poor time management also. Who ask me, always wait till last min wan....

Anyway, today is the first day of moi holidays.....
AND I HAVE TO REPORT TO TYPO CLASSROOM AT 8.15AM!!!
GRRAAAAHHHHH!

Usually class starts at 9am, and there's no no class on monday for me this semester since i am not taking any CDS. I have no class for this block, which means its a holiday for me. BUT BUT BUT....Mdm Chan( my sweet typo teacher) made us report to sch at 8.15am...cry cry...i wanna slp!! haha actually i have nuttin against it, but y 8.15am on a holiday???
hahaha...

kk....i'm gonna do something abt this layout this month (promise!!! (>x<))
and i'm gonna change the look of my room also!! Haha, i'm gonna welcome more colours into my room. Right now the main colours in my room are BLUE, white, brown and little bits of yellow-orange here and there. Of coz, there are little tiny bits of green and other colours, but blue seem to conquer most parts of my room.

kk there's something wrong with the internet today. Shall continue next time.

Blu3

lost

2006-05-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

Halow!!
I love the internet man!! To understand more about our consumer behavior, Zhi Wen did a online survey for our group de marketing project. We just send it to a few people in our contact list and wala! Within 1 hour, we have received about 147 surveys!! wow! Talk about efficiency. I hope that we'll get around 300++ surveys. I think that can be easily achieve since there are a total number of 5 members in the group. I feel so bad. It's like I never do anything at all leh...
haha help me do the survey can? Thx Thx!!
~~http://www.nithium.com/survey/~~

Yay! No colour class tomorrow! Yay! No painting this week! Yay!
Haha Nancy wanted us to spend time researching about the colour we choose and present it on Thursday. I choose BLUE!! yay! haha wow I did learn a lot through this small little exercise. haha shall not elaborate about it.

Anyway, how stupid can I get? I got myself lost on Tampines! As if getting lost isn't enough, I took bus no. 27 from the wrong side!!

After lesson today, I saw Rosline and Hui Zhen at the bus stop and they asked me to join them for dinner. I agreed. So I happily eat my prata...chit chat and forget to pay for my food. It was a eat first pay later coffee shop. I said goodbye to them and though I should try walking home since I was too lazy to walk back to tp bus stop. (and I forgot to pay for my food)

Walk and walk and walk...Suddenly I realize I don't recognize any of the building!! I'm lost!! Its getting dark and the dark clouds in the sky suggest that rain would be coming. Fear not! I tell myself. I continued walking with an invisible map of Tampines in my head. Funny thing is that i came across another woman asking for directions. She's lost and she's looking for the way to the Tampines Inter. I replied that i am lost myself too! haha we laughed and we continued walking. Suddenly, i saw this large patch of grass and tress...almost like a mini forest.

Now i'm really lost. I called home to ask for dirctions. William told me check the HDB map. I did. The only thing that went wrong was that i thought the "forest" i was looking at, is the one in the map. That way, i will be able to reach home after that "forest" (there's paths between the road and the "forest" to walk).

So i walk and walk and walk....WAH!! the "forest" shown on the map so big meh? Assuming i am on the right track, i stop at the nearest busstop and foun out that there's bus 27! I really thought that the bus would pass by my house since it will be going Sengkang! The next thing i know, i am on the expressway to Sengkang. This is what happen when you don't check the map properly!

Yepz...when i reach Sengkang, i went over to the other side and take 27 home. On my way back, i observe the path that i took. Stupid me!! The "forest" i was looking at is not the one on the map. In fact, it's not shown on teh map!!If only i have walk towards the other side, i would have see it. If only i have check the map properly. Stupid me.

Blu3

Late nights

2006-05-08T02:37:00.000+08:00

helo! helo!
haven't been writing...again.
Just finish showering and thought i'll write an entry. Why am i still awake at this time? Just finish doing the black and white part of the picture hw from colour class. Not bad...i'm surprise i didn't ruin it. THANK GOODNESS!! There's still the colour part...haiz haiz...tricky.

Even yesterday, i only went to bed at around 2am. (i wan sleep! i wan sleep!) I wanted to watch the results of the poll results. haiz haiz...

Accompanied sharon to go buy a bday gift and a mothers' day gift for her sister and mum. Speaking of mothers' day, i didn't get anything for my mum. The same as last year, the year before, and the one before...... Feel quite bad about it. However, i remembered years ago my mum told my siblings and i that she don't want any gifts because its of no use to her. Instead, she told us all she wanted is for us to be healthy and good little boys and gals. oo..and also SIA air ticket every year to travel around the world after we step into the working world. wow...mum can be sooo...erm...business minded? haha....

After we bought the gifts, (was very tempted to buy the Belle doll. It was on sale) we rush back to my house to do project. On the way, i bought a jacket (finally). Sharon very pro! She came all the way to my house to do powerpoint work. She actually forgot to bring the notes she needed to type in. haiz haiz. No choice. She went home to retrive the notes while i start wokring on the hw.

ooo saw my neighbour's new born daughter today!! She's sooo cute..yes...Its a girl!! Awwwww!! Haha their eldest daughter is a big sister now! haha i actually got to witness her walking backwards today....she's soo cute!! i really need a digital camera sia.

ooo i have a suprise for all of you!! I received an e-mail 2 days ago to inform me that i need to attend this short TPCO meeting tomorrow. Wow! I got in. I've got zero experience in music. Except mucis class in sec sch and playing the recorder ?(which i dislike very much!) Well, the news came as a shock to mong ling. She started writing everything in BOLD and CAPITAL LETTERS. I'm sure she won't be the last one neither. haha

Long day tomorrow. Get to spend quality time with my parents. Mum made me promise her that i'll go ECP tml. hahax. There's also the care group meeting and the exchange of matric card. haiz haiz.

Blu3

colour

2006-05-03T01:09:00.000+08:00

haloooo!!
Lessons started today.
I'm never going to take bus no.8 to school again!! I was almost late for class this morning!!!Haha and to think that i manage to woke up early this morning. I just don't like the route the bus take and the n. of bus stops and traffic like bus no.8 passes.

Had my first colour class today. Nancy isn't so bad. A little dry but its okey since we spend most of the time on the colour wheel assignment. Speaking of colour wheel, the tints and shade of the 3 colours i am in charge of is DRIVING ME CRAZY!! the colours look so unnatural, its messy and its dull!! I've redo it a no. of times and somehow, there's not much difference!! Lazy to redo. I guess i just have to use the best ones out of the messy ones. haiz.

Had Marketing for designers in the afternoon. Not so bad...a little sian but the lecturer was intresting enough to keep me awake. (a few yawns but i must say the lesson is quite okey and the lecturer was intresting.) We had another lecturer today, mr. hengus. His name reminds me of Haagen Dazs. oops. Was also given another assignment to do, due 16 days later. The assignment is quite intresting actually and we get to choose the product we want to use.

Humm, still a little more time to adjust to the "freedom" i've received. Its abit weird. Its like whatever work we're given, there's not much boundaries to keep us in. We're encourage to think like an indepandent adult.(they kept telling us abt we being young adult...bla bla bla)

School tomorrow...need sleep. Oh ya...i wasen't pick for the archery club.
aefjgalwiehfwehdkhka!!
haiz. Badminton club maybe? CO? sharon keep asking me to join Co. *Cry....why don't they have symphony orchestra?

Blu3

..

2006-04-27T00:10:00.000+08:00

I felt betrayed.
Whats the handphone for?

camp

2006-04-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

okok....
Empire in FOC: Antor
Sub-empire in FOC: Antric

Empire in Design orientation: Feuer (not fever hor!!)
Sub-empire: Brenda!!

I seriously donno how to start writing an entry about the camp sia.
One thing thats for sure, i enjoy the camp a lota and i am still considering whether to join (of coz i have to go through auditions and interviews...ugh! i hate interviews) the GLs for FOC or orientation camp anot.Considering the fact that i am the the RaRa type, i'm just scared that i do not have wat it takes. This reminds me of a phrase my school director used during his speech.

"If you are good, you cannot be great. If you are great, you cannot be good. If you are satisfied with being good, you will never be ahead of others. Therefore, you must be great!! In order to be a leader, you must lead. If just keep following, you will never lead."

okie...he said something like that. I can't remember the exact words, except for the good cannot be great part. Haha, what he said was quite true....must step of the protective shield and move forward to be better. If scared of anything, i cannot be great.

Scared that i dun have the "Rara" personaility? Alex told me "why think that you don't have the "rara" personaility? Wouldn't it be better to think that you have the "rara" personaility, just waiting for you to show it to others?" Thanks alex! It really knock some sense into my head.

I was also surprise at the comment i receive on the postcard at the end of the camp. Abbey(one of my GLs) want us to write a comment about that person on his/her postcard. I received comments such as i am enthu, great contribution to the group, no.3 gal, great personaility...etc. Wow! I thought i was the quiet one in the group. I can't remember any special thing i did....and i thought i even annoy some of my group members!! Even my GLs abbey told another GL that i am not Rara even though i went for the FOC camp. haha.

Overall, i did enjoy myself! Especially the Regata!! wohhoo!!
Antennas up!! Ali Ding Ding Ding!! Ali Ding Ding Ding!!

Design won the Best Cheerleading award. Sooooo sad....we lost the most spirited school award and overall champion. Haiz...its kinda scarly, comparing the population of design to the others. One Kallang wave done by school of engineering is like 4 kallang waves done by us?? I took part in the track games though. Home made super heros!!

hummm....i cant remember the exact activities during the camp. Regata was one the last day of the design orientation camp. Its a Inter-school Dragon boat race at the Bedok Reservoir. It rain at first and everyone was singing "rain rain go away come again another day" As if our prayers were answered, it stop raining!! Leaving behind a nice cooling climate. The sun was also block by the cloud and whoohoo!! The race can go on!!

Under the sea.....Under the sea...
Our boat is better,
your boat is going
Under the sea!!

That's one of the cheer/song that one Gl thought of. It's my favourite cheer. haha.

After the Regata, us Design Freshies were asked to squeeze into the concourse level. We do not know what was awaiting us.....
Our director gave a small speech. And mentioned something about traditions of design school.

"Initially, your seniors wanted to prepare waterbombs and throw it down from the 6th level. It wasa annual tradition. Lat year they received it, and now, its your turn."

He disagreed, saying that he don't want us freshies to feel victimize. I thought to myself, there must be a twist to this thing. I was right.

"Instead of waterbombs, which is too troublesome, i suggest that we sprayed the freshies with the fire hose. To our dismay, i was inform that...since our school was so well protected, the fire hose has not been activated for the past 15 years, thus the water inside is 15 years old."

Ewww!! He didn't spray us with the firs hose. Instead, he prepared pails of water and pour them down from the 5th, 6th level....we're surrounded!! No where to run!!!

Splash!!! we're all wet!! people we screaming and running up the stairs....yepz....we're all wet....very wet. Its also raining heavily outside, so u can imagine how cold we are.

k lah...just wanna say the GLs did a great job in organising the camp. Job well done!! Met a lot people with great personailites(esp those from Brenda!!)

Blu3
lazy write more sia.

Ignite 06

2006-04-23T00:16:00.000+08:00

Holds the comb and shout:

"Cause you had a bad day
You re taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don t know
You tell me don t lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You ve seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day"

wahaha nuttin better to do sia. That's the chorus part in the song "bad day" by Daniel Powter. I saw the mtv on the bus while on my way back from the Design orientation camp. REGATA!!! i hope i spell it correctly...haha okie once again i am too lazy to write. An entry to let ppl know i'm alive and kicking and living a good life!

err aiyah tml than i write okie? Basically i had a great time!! Chicken wings UP!!

Blu3

stock take....

2006-04-12T00:58:00.000+08:00

dark eye bags...
exhausted...sleepy...tired....as if every ounce of energy (energy measure by ounce? i thought it should be Joules. er correct speling?) is drain out of my body.
i am both physically and mentally tired.

kk maybe stock taking isn't as tiring as i describe it. But right now...i just feel that way....too lazy to even type and think. i just want to crawl into my bed and sleep. there's work tomorrow. 12noon to 6pm....*cry!

blu3

HK exchange students

2006-04-10T00:27:00.000+08:00

helooo!

First of all let me write an entry about the stay over at my house on 3rd of April 2006. Being the lazy me, i have decided to direct copy and paste the whole enrty sharon had written about the stay over at my house. Sharon...thanks hor!! (with a little edit)

* means edited
Sharon wrote:

Tuesday, April 04, 2006
me now writing my blog at shirley's house..coz i staying at her house.. along with me was adeline & mongling. me & adeline hav our lunch at pizza hut & we took 1 hr to finish the entire meal.. after tat,we went to ntuc & buy some snacks..shirley & mongling came this time.saw my dad there..they all say hi to my dad & i told my dad i will b staying over at shirley's house tonite.. we spent the whole day watching "the rose"..until the last episode.. [*After that we gave her a surprise....mong ling, adeline and me bought a begawangsolo chocolate cake to celebrate Sharon's very belated bday. hahaha....]we all went to the coffee shop near shirley's house with wendy,susan,william,shirley's parent & grandma..after tat,we went to 7-11 & buy some snacks in order to get the disney characters' badge. we den went back to shirley's house & continued watching tv.. at around 12 midnight,mongling went to use shirley's com & me,playing the sim at wendy's room..shirley & adeline were chatting in william's room.. now,me,adeline,shirley & mongling at wendy's room..i writing blog,mongling preparing to sleep,shirley & adeline watching japanese animations.

Wednesday, April 05, 2006
came back from shirley's house yesterday..we all slept at 3am on the 1st day,me,monglling & shirley slept in wendy's room.Adeline slept alone in shirley's room coz she don want the air-con.
at around 5.30am,wendy & susan need to come into their room for their school-uniform,so,they turned on the light & i was being woke up..den,i looked around me & find out tat mongling & shirley were no longer in the room. [*That's because i sensed somebody walk out of the room with all the blanket and stuff....i thought it was sharon at first...only until sharon came out of the room than i noe the one that came out first was mong ling...haha]
i open the door & found out tat shirley & adeline were chatting in the living room as adeline could not get to sleep..shirley decided to accompany her..mongling was sleeping in shirley's room coz she cannot stand the cold climate in wendy's room anymore.
i decided to join shirley & adeline in the living room..but after a while,i was too tired & need to get some sleep..shirley oso wants to sleep..so,me & shirley went back to wendy's room sleep,adeline went back to shirley's room.
we all woke up at 9 plus.mongling need to go teach tuition at 11.30am..so,we all went bathing & brushing teeth..mongling left at 10 plus.leaving me,shirley & adeline.
we 3 decided to hav lunch cum breakfast at kfc..
after eating,we went to the library coz adeline wants to find some books..but in the end,only me & shirley borrowed books.
we den went back to shirley's house..adeline was trying to get some rest coz she never sleep fpr the entire night.i was again playing the sims..
i left shirley's house at 5 plus & adeline was still at shirley's house.

Yepz...that was roughly what happened bah....
My sis took part in NYAA and the school organize a student exchange programme. So right now, in the room beside mine, lies two sweet Hong Kong exchange students. One of them 14 years old...another one 13 going on 14. Haha...So my dad kinda give them a mini tour of some famous tourist attraction in Singapore. We even have our dinner at lao pa sa (direct translation: old market.) and ate famous Singapore cursine such as satay, teh tarek, you tiao (with fish fillings inside) etc. Of course one of the destination includes my favourite ESPLANADE!! I love that place!!! I can never get sick of the place - the serious art ambience, the paintings, the "Durian" structure, regardless of the number of times i've been there. *sigh....

kk i shall continue tomorrow or something. Got work tomorrow....11am to 11pm....*groan.
Nvm...2 more days onli than FOC here i come!!

Blu3

New Blogskin!!

2006-04-08T14:18:00.000+08:00

helo!
Hehe....like the new skin?? I thought the previous blogskin is getting a little....too common. Besides, i was starting to get sick of the colours already. Haha, of course, the picture is NOT drawn by me. Its by PrincessDiane.com.

Anyway, loads have happen for the past few days. Too lazy to blog about it. haha. As mentioned before, i manage to get this whole week off. Tomorrow two of the Hong Kong exchange student is coming to my house to stay over. My sis participated in this programme de. haha. Sigh...and she get to be the exchange student too. Going China, i heard. Anyway, i need to clear up my room and the house a little. Want to leave a good impression right? haha...

I haven't thought of any songs to put up for this blog. So i thought you might enjoy this little ballet music video which i love very very much ( sigh.....). Nice music too. The ballerina in the video is sooo expressive. I donno, this video just give me a feeling that she's very passionate about dancing, very emotional, professional.....beautiful. How i wish i was given the oppertunity to learn ballet...sigh.... hahaha. By the way, her name is Polina Seminova. I presume she is a professional ballerina. Enjoy!

I've manage to find loads of wonderful videos from youtube.com. Including Sharon's LOTR video. haha. Shall paste the video here next time.
Which reminds me, i finally bought the Choirboys cd. OMEGOSH!! They sang beautifully!! soo nice....sooo....peaceful. Here's the music video of one of their songs. (Which happen to be my favourite) Tears In Heaven.

Nice? haha...
Blu3

Chibis madness

2006-03-27T15:20:00.000+08:00

Helo!!
Yayaya....haven't been blogging for quite some time lo...sori lah. I'm just too lazy to blog anything for the past few days. Haha, didn't quite enjoy myself last week. Whoever plan the shedule kind of did a terrible job. Monday off, tuesday work, wednesday off, thursday work, friday off, saturday work and yesterday (sunday off.) i don't like it when i have this kind of work shecdule. make me more tired only.

Tried drawing a few Chibis just now. Humm...didn't really went well. ARGH! seriouslly! i really wonder how those people in deviant art draw....their work seems soo, perfect. Whereas mine on the other hand, is a mess. Tried to follow the tutorial closely le, the drawing part went well, but the colouring and inking part....OMG!

This is the first attempt, hand drawn on a piece of paper.

2nd attempt hand drawn

After transfering and outline in photoshop

haha, i don't mind the above drawings. er haha the colouring didn't go very well. Okey, i shall show u the difference between my work and others.

SEE??? its sooo much better. sigh. This one is done by QueenofDorks.
I guess i still got loads of catching up to do sigh. Which reminds me, i want to change this blogskin. Its annoying me already.
Very sian. Want to go shopping. anyone wanna follow? wahaha. If only i have an ATM card with unlimited credit. Sigh.....

Blu3

Chicken rice story

2006-03-10T14:33:00.000+08:00

Helo helo!
Silence!!! You are know sitting for a test. Duration: Own time, own target.

Question no.
1) Chicken + Rice = ______
Anw: Chicken Rice

2) "Chemical" Equation for MILk?
Anw: Milk? think of calcium n water....
Therefore: Ca +H2O = CaH2O (MILK)

3) Which is a more effective way to kill a chicken?
a) Grab the chicken by its neck and use a knife to slice its throat.
b) Tie the chicken up. Then, use a machine gun to shoot it.
Anw: A...because it's cheaper.

---End of Examination---

Hahaha...Don't mind the "Exams". Its a stupid one. My chemistry teacher will faint if he/she saw it. My siblings and i were drinking green tea and talking about school life, poly life...etc Somehow, we ended up talking about chemistry lessons. For those who were taught by Mr. Douglas Lee, would be familiar with the Famous Chicken Rice equation. Back in the secondary school days, my chemistry teacher tried to make us memorise the eqution through a logical way.
Shall explain it for the benefits of those who donno or dun remember what i'm talking about

The proper way:
2H2 + O2 = 2H2O
That's the chemical equation for water.

The logical way:
2 Chicken + Rice = 2 plate of chicken rice
in other words chicken + rice = chicken rice
Refer to question 1

So my siblings and i continued our little chit chatting session...laughing all the way.
Once, our teacher was going through the chapter on extractions of metals. A student ask our chemistry teacher if it was possible to use Electrolysis to extract metals below Aluminium (Zinc, Iron, Tin, Lead) in the reactivity series. Our dear chemistry teacher replied:
Which is a more effective way to kill a chicken?
Grab the chicken by its neck and use a knife to slice its throat.
Tie the chicken up. Then, use a machine gun (For my brother's case, use a atomic bomb to kill the chicken) to shoot it.
Since it's cheaper to use a knife to kill the chicken, it is obviously more logical to use the reduction of ore using carbon for commercial purpose. Another logic lesson?
Refer to question 3

We were musing about the "logic" lessons our chemistry teacher gave us when my sister complianed she don't know the chemical terms we are talking about. This made my brother thought about how stupid (according to him) he was when he was in sec 1/2. For those who are more knowledgeable in chemistry, you will know that in the chemical equation for water, there is no calcium or whatsoever inside. Only hydrogen and Oxygen. My brother came up with the milk theory when he was in sec 1, thinking that was the correct chemical equation for milk (there's such a thing?) *Refer to question 2
People drink Milk. Just like people drink water. He concluded that Milk is like water. Only there's calcium inside which is good for the human bones. Thus he came up with the milk equation. WAH!!! Everyone clap please!! He can win noble prize le. (-.-")

Why i even bother to write such an entry? Its because its a boring friday afternoon. Haha we had a good laugh about the good old times and all the stupid things we've done and came up with. Wich reminds me i haven't write anything about yesterday's event.

No work yesterday too. Accompanied yeeling and joanna to school to get testimonial (Wah somebody demanded for one whor...) for the appeal. Talk to some of the teachers and bla bla bla... Haha after yeeling got her testimonial, we went down to orchard to do some window shopping and get some art stuff while waiting for ms.shek to call. We came up with this idea of having dinner with her (and shopping) since yeeling claimed that ms.shek forgot the promise to go shopping with her. Haha we had dinner at this jap ramen restraunt. Yeeling and me planned to "qing" ms.shek one. However, she insisted on paying. Feel so bad...maybe we should have settle on having lunch at school canteen instead. sigh sigh....haha next time lor.

aiyah lazy to write somemore le. Also donno what to write. How come the enrolment package so long still haven't come???

Blu3

Creactivity locked away

2006-03-07T21:20:00.000+08:00

helo!
Another boring day coming to an end. Seriously, i need to be more active...creative....whatever.

Just finish browsing through DeviantART. There's something wrong with the internet connection. So wrong that i got very annoyed with it and stop browsing. Kept on disconnecting in Maple also. Yepz as i saying, i was browsing through DeviantART, i saw many many many wonderful masterpieces. All of them by very talented people. Some of the artist are even younger than me.

Some of my favourites: (click on the pic to view whole picture)

Karincoma Gothic...but i like it.

Kmye-chan

kayceeus

And the list goes on and on and on and on.......too long
Haha...while admiring their work, i kept telling myself "Hey i can do this!" or "Ah-HA! i can do this...and that...and this" Not copying but somehow i've got loads of ideas (creative or not...i donno) in my head. Problem is, i have problems bringing these ideas out into the reality. I tried using photoshop to make pictures (that i can actually call mine mine MINE!! I'm tired of using other people blogskin...etc) but it didn't turn out good enough. Most of the time i just give up and abandon the work and idea. Sometimes i don't even try it.(telling myself i'm not good enough) Maybe i haven't tried and practice hard enough. Maybe i still lack the confidence in myself, which i thought i already have. Haha....maybe i should start writing ideas down and list things out so i can know i am actually going somewhere and i am progressing or something like that.

Oh...the whole chunk on top...don't make sense. Loads of rubbish and lack of self-confidence. I hate the self-conscious, no confidence n quiet me. I really hate that part of me! I want to be daring, full of confidence and much more outgoing. Of course, i do not wish to delete my original character. Sigh...WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT?

Maybe its because i am afraid that i am not good enough for my course. Haha...yaya many have nagged at me that i am good enough and bla bla....sigh Just need to be more confident and sure about myself. So, i have come up with this idea of upgrading myself before the start of school. Maybe i should list things down. Haha no need to write it here. Shall write it after i finish this entry.

Actually if u ask me what this entry is about...i have absolutely no idea.

Blu3

the 04.03.06 entry

2006-03-06T15:04:00.000+08:00

Halow
Wide awake and feeling good right now. ^.^ Shall continue the 04.03.06 Saturday entry!
04.03.06 Saturday
Hahaha...went out with the 4C gals on this day. Even though the meeting was at 4pm, i was ready at 3pm. Wanted to go Adeline house at first but i realise that there's not enough time. Haha i felt very bad that i have to call adeline so many times. If someone were to call me that many time, i would have burst. So end up going to the Bedok library to read and enjoy the air con.

At 4pm, we met at the Bedok mrt contol station. Sharon, Cindy and mong ling was already there. Was waiting for Adeline and Hui san. Going to Orchard first so sharon can go and collect her pay n to meet danting and Ching n to take neo prints also. Initially, i didn't like the idea. I donno what's with me as i was quite fustrated that we had to go orchard take one pic and go marina bay to eat steam boat. I thought it was kind of waste of time and money. HOWEVER, on that day itself, i was enjoying everyone's company so much that i didn't really mind. We took neoprints, which was kind of difficult since there's so many of us. Ching enjoy calling me a Freshmen ( i guess she's been waiting for it) and i dun mind calling her a SENIOR who's surpose to be OLDER and more experience than me. hahahax. j/k j/k. As expected, Orchard road is very crowded and we actually have difficulty keeping up with the rest haha. End up walking slowly.

After that went to Marina Bay to have our dinner. We had steam boat at this place call dragon village. Had a great time frying, oching (<-- i doubt there is such a word), laughing and reminiscing all the good old times. Happen to saw ming da at the place also and we ended up cracking old jokes about him. hahaha...so bad. oooh...Danting couldn't stop singing and adeline was very very irritated by her. Not to be mean but somehow the scene adeline "scolding" and danting singing was very comical. Reminds me of the old school days when Ms.kang place danting beside Adeline in class. Anyway, i had to leave after dinner since i have work on Sunday. Wanted to stay and crack joke and be crazy if i didn't have work on sunday. Sigh. We took pictures and ate ice cream , hear Danting they all screaming (coz of a invisible mouse all thxs fo Hui san...."THANKS GAL!!" haha) and watch them trying to fly the $1.50 kite. We bid farewell at the MRT station and i went home. Too lazy to upload all the pics but here the group photo. Which reminds me that i must thank adeline for her help and all the trouble for uploading the pics onto the website so i can download. My MSN got problem sia.....took forever to download. Click to view.

Top: (left to right)
Adeline, Sharon, Ching

Bottom: (left to right)
Me, Hui San, Mong ling, Cindy and Danting.

Pic by Toy-pop.net

hahahax, really did enjoy myself. Hey, we should do this more often. We should be more organize next time. haha but that again, being disorganize is also one of our trademark. Always have to stop and vote and waste time to discuss where to go and where to eat...than got side track and talk about other things. hahaha REally did enjoy myself and i can't wait to join all of u at Poly!!

Yesterday 05.03.06 Sunday
Haiz, had to drag myself to work sia. Woke up on time but because i dilli dallie and took my own sweet time, i had to rush to work. I was about to leave the house when i look at the time 9.50am. oh no! I had report to work at 10am! i rushed all the way to the mrt and to my work place. phew! i wasen't late...just in time. OMEGOSH! The chinese children departement is soooo messy!!! i off for 3 days only and it looks like........sigh....
Anyway i tripped over a little boy while working today. The boy is about 4 years old and he was sitting on the floor in between the classic section and the table. i was holding a A3 size book and when i turn into the pre-school section(which is floor where the boy was sitting.), i fall. I felt i kick something. Before i know it, i was on the floor and i heard someone said"ouch...ouch"...i stood up and saw the boy holding a book with his sweet innocent face. i kept saying "sorrie and that i didn't know he was there". At least he didn't cry and run to his mummy. He just look at me and move towards the side and continue reading....soooo cute!! ^.^

Shall write till here. Wanted to accompany yeeling to go appeal at first de. But she kept saying no so i thought its best i dun go lor. I hope that those who are appealing will be successful. Keep your hopes up, its not the end now!! I believe she'll get into a course. Really! Repeating isn't fun, its tiring and fustrating. Lucky for me i still have my friends and good friends beside me. Also, i get to be in the same class with yeeling and wey ying and some of the other girls. I was really grateful for everyone's support. No thx to somebody.

Blu3

mass update

2006-03-06T02:00:00.000+08:00

Helo! Haven't been updating my blog for the past three days. The last three days have been very exciting. Got off tomorrow again. Tired but don't feel like sleeping. Shall try and record as much details as possible regarding the past 3 days

02.03.06 Thursday
Haha...went out with yeeling to ECP to cycle that day. It was a sunny and windy (and humid...a typical everyday Singapore weather.) Sadly, only Yeeling and me can make it on that day since windri has lesson until 5.15pm (i asked her to pontang...just like last time Monica's Bday....but she dun wan...since its Physic again. Haha j/k de...i wonder her teacher Mr.Lee reads blog humm...) and Wey ying got work. Initially Yeeling wanted to call Michelle to cycle also, but she couldn't make it. So the two of us meet at the phone booth at 2pm and head off to the beach to cycle. Had a great time. (it would have been better if we have more company since i am a boring person) ^.^ After cycling, went home straight away. Being the boring me, i turn down yeeling's suggestions to go bowling, shopping ...etc...i donno i was just too tired and not in the mood.

Thats the Pic we took using yeeling's h/p. nice? haha

03.03.06 Friday
On this day, i must record a moment that is very important to me. A momoent i have waited for 2 whole years. (The 2 years have been very difficult and bitter, yet the memories left behind remains sweet) Got the posting results that morning. Woke up at 7.50am just to see the result. Alas, i am posted to my first choice, Temasek Poly Visual Communication. My JPSAE application was also successful. Soon, will be able to join Ching they all in Poly. I have been looking forward to that day! I can't wait!!!

Ooohh...3 march happens to be wei quan's birthday also!

Spend the afternoon rotting at home playing maple. I was pester into starting a new character. Tsk. tsk. Anyway that night went to the Singapore Confrence Hall to watch Echoes of the Vally Chinese Orchestra performance. Sharon took part in the performance too since she's one of the members. My bro and two of his friends went. Wendy, Ching and Ching's friends Mary was there as well. I must say the performance was a spectacular one. (even though the ticket is quite ex and i dun like the last song.) Well done Sharon!! haha.

Unlike me, some of my friends didn't get posted into the course they want. I am kind of troubled. I worry for them and at the same time i didn't want to act as if i am "showing off". I want to comfort them and yet i don't know what to say. I wanted to say dun be upset, try and think of a way and do what you can at the moment. Its just like when i took my result for my first attempt. Find it hard to express myself sometimes. Sigh. Also, can someone tell me how can i comfort someone when they are not well instead of saying "you ok anot?" since its very obvious the person is not well. Duh.

kk...I think i will continue the 04.03.06 Saturday entry tomorrow, i am too exhausted and sleepy to continue.

.......To Be Continued.....

Blu3
pic on the top by Toy-Pop.net

Oh those sweet melody

2006-03-02T00:14:00.000+08:00

halow!!
YAy!! tomorrow no work!! Finally! After 4 days of work, i can sleep late and rot at home. ooohh btw i'm going to East coast tomorrow! YESH! I can finally enjoy the cool breeze...the sun and the sea!! haha meeting yeeling also....ahhh...so nice.

I was doing some web surfing when i stumble upon a boys choir music sample. Their voices are sooo sooooo....nice! haha sorri i cant think of a bigger word than that currently. It reminds me of the show "Les Choristes". The boys in the show sang beautifully!! Their angelic voices so clear, sweet and full of feelings! Especially the lead character - the boy whom the other teacher says is a "devil" with a angel's face. I find it strange that the boys actually sang better than the girls. I am not over generalizing. Its just that the choir groups i came across, the boys seems to sing better than the girls. I donno how to say. (Not comparing with enya!!)

After work today, pin ling, shiya and me stayed back (as in work around East point shopping center where most of the shops are doing closing haha) and gossiped. Haha we talked about L, the custermors...etc...i felt bad haha. I keep going againts Rose...i do i dislike her so mcuh sia...

haha i think i wanna stop now. Maple!!

Blu3

Happi bday

2006-02-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MONICA!!
haha surprise? windri specially inform me that its monica's bday today! haha see i even dedicate one entry to u whor...gan dong mah?? haha
Anyway, one year older lo...once again wish u a happy birthday and all the best in ur future endeavours.

Blu3

can't think of a title

2006-02-27T22:49:00.000+08:00

ha-low
I'm tired. Donno izit because of the amount of work i did yesterday or something else. Even dread going to work this morning. haha. Wendy forgot to put the alarm clock in my room today. Thanks to my trusty hp (and thx goodness i manage to wake up!!) and the air-con alarm, i manage to get up. Surprisingly, i was even the first staff to arrive today!! haha. Have to work on Wednesday. *groan.....YAY!! Contridicting reaction hor? Haha deep down inside i am debating: Sleep Vs. Money. Money Vs. Sleep.

Money won.

Partly also because i didn't have the heart to turn Anna's proposal down.
Haha! I'm sooo happy and

of myself!! haha i so bo liao hor...still go draw the border....-.-""
Anyway, Anna put me under chinese department today also. She ask me to tidy up the chinese children section. Which i did...mass "spring cleaning" sia. The whole section is like rojak like dat. Thanks to *ahem....me (hehe...so bhb whor)...the section is now clean and tidy. Anna even say i did a gd job and remark that "make sure gerald keep up the tidyness!! tell him i will be checking..haha even though i won't"

haha no lah..not i bhb or wat lah...just something i'm really happy about. I have this tendency of stopping work and read whatever books that is in front of me. Cooking books, handicrafts, storybooks....etc etc. Just today alone i think i've stop to glance through 20 over books. 3 books caught my eye and i'm thinking whether to buy anot. (2 handicrafts and 1 how to make dessert book)

My fingers are itchy...wan to make to art stuff....draw paint and unleash my creativity!! wahaha......

Anyway, right now i am crapping away on MSN...Rose working tml *groan!!!
I guess i just have to learn to accept everyone for who they are....really find that i am complianing too much nowadays.

SAD!!! i miss today's episode of Grey's Anatomy.....SAD SAD!!!!! Next week nice~

gtg..

Blu3

bored again..

2006-02-24T17:28:00.000+08:00

helo!
Haha just receive a phone call from pinpin that i have to work on monday. yay?? donno
Anyway i'm super bored now. Donno what to do. Don't even feel like doing anything at the same time. Play game? Play until sian. Haha even go to the extend of going cartoonnetwork.com to play games. Keep losing that chicken challenge. hahax.

Keep thinking that tomorrow is 3rd of march. Going to have steamboat gathering with the 4c gals next sat. Can't wait. Humm...that day got off anot....maybe i should call pinpin?? donno leh. Aiyah just now should tell her. nvm bah.

blu3

...

2006-02-23T01:24:00.000+08:00

helo!

haha i am:
1) happy because i have the next 3 days off from work.
2) sad because i have the next 3 days off from work.

Happy because i can sleep late and rot at home. Sad because I will earn less. That's what i'm thinking now. Haha contradicting right?
Anyway, work was okey today. At least i have something to do throughout the whole day!!! Anna even put me in charge of the chinese department (errr.....my chinese....CMI lah) because yelu will be at the book fair for the next few weeks. Did my best to arrange the book nicely. I'm happy there as long as no one ask me to find chinese title books for them. Not that my chinese is that bad, but most of the chinese books are "fan ti zhi" and i donno where the books are placed. What did i do to prevent myself from being asked about chinese books? Take all the chinese books which need to be check to the text and assessment area to check and wrap. Wahaha....

A number of things happen today. First thing first. I haven't been very nice to Rose. i asked myself this morning why don't i like her and why am i easily annoyed by her. (even go to the extend of talking behind her...omg!! evil me.) Izzit beacuse of the way she giggles? The way she talks? The way she answer the phone calls?? The way she handle things? I did tell to be myself nice to her this morning. Later that evening, i found out why i didn't like her at all. If i can, i wouldn't want to be in the same department as her. (But i like being in text and assessment!!)

Incident no.1 : Scanning mistake.
She wanted to scan the bar code to find out the price for a book at the cashier counter. She press PLU enquiry and scan...than without moving the book, she proceed to look at the price on the screen. *beep! The scanner read the bar code the 2nd time, only this time, the item is scan into the machine. (when u want to pay for the item) nvm...everyone makes mistake. Without telling anyone (since she donno how to delete the item) she leave a small note expecting the next cashier take over to delete the item for her. nvm...maybe she shy or what. Serena (next cashier take over) saw the item and ask what happen. It create a commotion in the office (donno what happen in there) Now here's the problem. Mary came out of the office and ask Rose what happen and so on. She reprimanded Rose for not informing any HOD about the mistake. What annoys me is how Rose replied.

"No lah, i don't want to tell her (i think she's refering to PinPin, my supervisor) because later she 'gua gua jiao' (sounds like a duck or baby calling) again lah" in chinese.

hellooo? Your the one who's in the wrong. How can she say that? She's lucky anna isn't here today. As if that wasn't enough, she said another comment that infuriated me!

Incident no.2 : Check stock.
2 different stock arrive today (quite a huge piece of stock but can be finish in a day) and since we have full strength today, Pinpin stayed in the office to do paperwork. Later that evening, (near closing time) Pinpin explain (she's not happy) to the two full timer (rose and pin ling) that she's not happy that the stock that arrive today are not yet checked yet. Compared to the other days, today stock is considered little. She highlighted that she can finish the stock in less than half and hour. Next she continue to check the rest of the stock and indeed, she finished checking the stock within the amount of time she stated. By then its closing time. Pin ling and me continued to shelf the books that have just been checked. I prefer to finish today's work today! In addition, a large amount of stock will be arriving tomorrow. Again, Rose made a remark.

Rose: aiyah pin ling, no need shelf all these books lah. Tomorrow than do lah.
PL: Cannot lah, i off tomorrow leh. Some more tomorrow got large stock coming
Rose: nvm...She do very fast wan mah....she do stock check, i just place the books only lor since she can do by herself mah. U donno meh? she do very fast de mah! (in a very feng ci voice)

I am disgusted with her comment. Being someone who's 40+ and a mother, I am surprised she can actually made that comment!!! Being a wan bei, i didn't snap back at her out of respect. I just look at pin Ling (she look at me too, with a surprised look). We then whispered:

me: is that suppose to be a feng liang hua?
PL: how can she say that!?! very guo fen!! Cannot say like that de.

I dislike her behavior. Hello!! you're born with a brain to think! If Pinpin isn't pregnant, you think she need to hire a new full timer? If she isn't pregnant, need to wait until you come and do the stock check? Besides, Pinpin is a nice supervisor (though with high expectation that i was so scared of her at first). After working at Popular for more than 2 months, i feel that a strict supervisor is sometime needed to get things done. She doesn't bully new comers. Neither is she mean to us. How dare rose made such a childish remark! That was the last straw. Next time she made any stupid comment, i'll make sure i bite her back. (excuse me, she has made a lot of stupid and mean comment for you info!)

Haha, but something good happen today. I'm so glad i was able to please Pinpin today. (haha after all those scolding and other incident at the beginning...) Humm....i think i am not so afraid of her now than i was in the beginning. Sigh, Gerald will be leaving popular on the 16/3/06. I'll be leaving soon too. Near end of March. Gonna miss everyone and i'm glad i was able to meet new friends like Shiya and Alvin. ^.^

Blu3

Bored

2006-02-19T15:15:00.000+08:00

humm.....
spend the whole entire day watching Da chang jing yesterday. Haha...so far the storyline is still very nice. A little draggy but all thanks to the remote control, i can fast forward the parts which i dun wan to see. I'm so glad the story has a happy ending. haha. (couldn't resist the temptation to watch the last episode first hahax.)

Nuttin to do. No work today.
Blu3

little did i noe

2006-02-18T13:52:00.000+08:00

halow!
haha would like to know more about myself. Just click here :
http://kevan.org/johari?name=blu3
and pick several words that u think associate with me.

To view the results, click here

doubts

2006-02-15T13:08:00.000+08:00

Something happened.

Am i being too sensitive ? Or is it just a coincidence?
Haiz donno whatever the case i just hope its not what i thought it is.

Going out.
Blu3

no tittle

2006-02-14T03:07:00.000+08:00

i'm tired and sleepy.

haha...thankfully i got an off day tomorrow. Planning to go down to tp and do the JAE thingi. Just finish watching 8th episode of the korean drama. Haha the story line not bad so far but still can be a little draggy.

gtg now, have to wake up quite early.

Blu3

2005 O level result

2006-02-10T18:53:00.000+08:00

HELOOOO!!!!
YAHOOO! hahaha i'm so happy now!!!
Finally! After 2 agonizing years, i can get a decent result slip and go to my desired course!!

English - B4
Humanities - B3
Math - B3
Science - A2
Chinese - B4

combine cert 14 points!!
VSC here i come!! haha...a little scared...donno whether can go into that course anot, coz i was told last year cut off point was 13. OMG....

Well, while i am celebrating my success, there are, of course, some of us who didn't do well. i feel o guilty now. Yeeling didn't do very well and i wasen't there for her. I knew what she needed most that moment is comfort. However, i felt that if i continued to stay on, i might scold her.I simply cannot stand it when people just let go and give up like that. I left her under the care of Hui Zhen. Hope she's able to get over the fact that its not the end of the world yet.

Wey ying did well! in fact she did extremely well!! haha so happy for her. Windri, not surprising, is our sec 5 top student.

shall stop here now.
To the rest of the people who got back their results today, (good or bad) have faith, u still can appeal and stuff like that, its not the end of the world yet!

Blu3

Nervous

2006-02-10T10:09:00.000+08:00

helo!

Nervous. excited. anxious. sad.
Theses are the words i can think of now.

Just finished talking with wey ying on the phone.
Going to have our lunch together later. I've asked the other gals too.
Its sad that some of us won't join us for this "last" lunch. I thought it would be nice to have this little gathering and leave a sweet memory behind. Also, we will be going to the school together - face the results together. I'm listerning to Cannon in D now, and it seems to have an impact on me. More of a sad and emotional one.

10.13am now...i have to stop this now. Wait for my good news. Will be meeting to wey ying at 11am and im going to be late. I'm going to scream and jump for joy if i get my desired result slip.

take care.
Blu3

Eve of D day

2006-02-10T00:51:00.000+08:00

helo!
haha went for a window shopping trip at Orchard with yeeling today. We walk around the whole orchard road (visiting almost every clothes stall) for the whole afternoon. My poor poor legs. Haha i did manage to see a lot of nice clothes!!! sigh...didn't buy it. too ex ar... haha. Did buy one wallet though. Nice!

Anyway went to took some neo prints (i noe its not call that...but i donno wats the other name). haha. humm...didn't regret the money spent there. The pictures are quite gd, we did enjoy ourselves and most importantly, its for memory purposes. haha, which reminds me, the motto windri, yeeling and me found was choosen as the class motto. Haha and so is our essay. (more like windri essay bah ^.^) My sis just got the year book today.

I'll most probably get mine tml. Together with the result.

OMG OMG!!! I'm sooo excited!!! Ms.shek ask how i think i will do for the exams this evening. We wanted to have dinner with her. Sadly, she didnt want to eat coz she's too worried about our results. haha poor ms.shek...She's no doubt one of the best and most caring teachers in BDS. She even go to the extend of visiting every religious place she came across and pray for us. Thats soo sweet. I really want to do something for her. Same goes to all the other fanatstic teachers we had. Love them all!

Whatever it is, I do hope that everyone of us will get our desired results (im not saying that everyone will get A1 if they wished for a A1...i want straight As too...but..haha that cannot become a reality now haah) Visual Communication here i come!!!

Shall slp now since sleeping help to past time faster.

Blu3

Next chapter

2006-02-09T02:58:00.000+08:00

Helo! sigh....i didn't even attempt to write an entry for the past 2 months.
How time flies, i'll be getting my O level results this friday. This friday!! I'm so excited! I've been waiting for this day for about a year already!!! *jump

Changed my blog skin....thought that its more suitable with my character and stuff like that. I was testing out the music just now and was listerning to Graduation. That song makes me want to cry. After we get our results, we'll officially graduate from our sec school. I'll miss those crazy days and cherish the moments we spend together. Those sweet sweet memories..... :(

hahax...went to pearl river and work as a part-time waitress there. The pay not bad, the working environment is good. (its so good until wey ying likes it very much there, considering the fact that pearl river is a chinese restrauant!!) However, i just don't like to work there. donno why leh...Despite the short working hours, i can't help feeling that its very long and i have to drag myself to work. I don't feel like that when i don't have off days at Popular. Strange...

Not working tomorrow. Going to enjoy myself to the fullest. Yeeling and I will be going to ECP! yahoooo...it's been quite a long while since the last time i went there. haha...if only i have a digital camera with me.

Blu3

Fine Arts VS. Commercial Arts

2005-12-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

*yawn~~~~

i'm so tired. sleepy....
The TP interview changed again- To 9am this morning. I had to drag myself out of bed. My bed was soo warm and nice that i didn't want to get up. In addition, i slept late last night. Went for the npcc bbq for NCOs of 2004 at wey ying's house. The bbq was great and i had a great time despite the bad ending. Sigh, yesterday reunion was a meaningful one. It's as if nothing have changed and we're still in the days where we were still studying for our Os and Ns. Haha...How i miss those days. Shall explian more about the bbq later when i get the pictures. Like the old saying "Pictures tell a million things." I want a digital Cam!!!

I wonder what happen to wey ying. After the chair incident, i haven't heard from her since last night sms. I wonder if she's ok. She look stressed and there was nothing i could do to save the situation. sigh. Sometimes, i feel as if i am a useless being. I don't even know how to start a bbq fire. donno lah...weird.

Forgot to eat my medicine. Don't feel like writing. Shall talk about the interview later. Spent 45mins in the room and i have a difficult time understanding what the people were saying. HUH? wat ambassador? Huh? Until today, i didn't know there is a different between fine arts and commercial arts. I thought they are the same and fine arts can be use in commercial arts and the same goes the other way round. But i was wrong! Dead wrong. The kind teachers feels that i am towards the fine arts area. I am greatly disturbed. I thought i made that choice long ago, to choose TPVSC instead of NAFA. This year questions were tough. They expect me to be more mature since i have re-took my o lvls. Had a hard time preventing myself from contridicting myself. However, most of what i've said during the interview was what i felt. I'm not very good with words and it was very difficult to transform my passion and so on into words to convince them. I was desperate inside. it was as though i was waving a sign saying "TAKE ME!!! TAKE ME!!! YOU HAVE TO TAKE ME!!!" furiously

Well, i was desperate indeed.
tired

Blu3

Long long journey

2005-12-13T10:12:00.000+08:00

Long long journey
through the darkness,
long, long way to go;
but what are miles across the ocean
to the heart that's coming home?

Haha, thats the first part of enya's song Long Long Journey. Today off, tomorrow also. In a way i am glad. Tonight i shall be going to wey ying's house for a bbq. Sort of like npcc gathering ba. Haha. Wey ying told everyone to bring some food. I'm got a feeling that everyone's going to bring sausages. Hahaha. Whaetever it is, i believe i'm going to enjoy myself. Sadly, i have to go see the doctor first before going to the bbq. The skin irritation is getting worse and i've got no idea what's casuging it to be like that. Maybe its the huge amount of dust in Popular. Perhaps it's the condition of my room?

I seriously need to clean up my room. Haha, i know, i've been saying that for the past few entries and yet nothing has been done. sigh...Just too lazy you see. Intended to clean my room today, but i'm afraid there won't be enough time.

Tomorrow is the TP interview. Wish me luck!! I'm really looking forward to it. I've come this far and there's no way i am backing out now (even though i hate interviews). Haha, i can just laugh at myself, thinking about what i was doing last year during this time. I was really concentrating on having fun then. Had a difficult time looking for jobs. Mong ling have been teling me how competitive it is there and the dress code. I am very disturb with the idealogy that i have to dress like them. Full of viberant colours and intresting mix which signatures a design student's identity. She have been convincing me to add some more bright colours into my wardrobe. Sorri, that's just not my style. Even though i have this worry that my dress code will be the odd one out, I don't thinking i'll change my style ba. She argued that 8 out 10 people in the design school wear like that. Than i'll be the two odd person then. :)

Got scolded yesterday. By my in charge. I don't really like working with Ping ping. Its a bit stressful as i've have to watch my every action. Though i aspect myself to do my work with pride, somehow her presence and words can create a stressful environment. sigh. I got scolded all thanks to those people!! Hellooo...we're just people working there, we're not your slave! I understand that it can be quite confusing with the textbooks and stuff and we're more familiar with it. Also, for patronizing in Popular, we get paid. However, some people can really be very mean. The least they can do is ask nicely. One lady actually ask me (shout?)

"Errr, you're the people taking the textbook for people de right? Take this textbooks for me."

How rude! How i replied? I have no choice but to smile and say: "sure, i'll help you take those books. Can you give me a moment?"

Some custermors even go to the extend of replying in a very annoying voice "How long ar? A few days izzit?" with that kind of "so long ar? i can do better than that" attitude. What's this? Worse still, they ask you to calculate the total price after discout with the school price, item by item. Even though the prices can be a few cents more exprensive, they open their wide and exclaimed "WAH, soo exprensive ar? Like that i might as well buy from school." Than what are you doing here in the first place? Buy from school lah! I though everyone knew that outside prices would definately be more ex de. Stupid.

I got scolded because of that two gals. Insisted on getting the books themselves (i've approached them) they go mess all the books underneath the table. And i got scolded because the books, (which i put in the wrong place. I know that, i was busy and i have to leave it there for a while. I put it there nicely, Mind you.) were scattered over the floor and the whole place was soo messy. Some people even dug out books from the boxes even though it is on the tab;e. Brainless people. Worse still, they leave the assesment in piles all over the place and expect us to clear after them. Its a never ending process! The least they cal do is to put it back nicely, and not stuff it in some corner or abarndon it in another section. With their actions, the condition of the books is bound to turn bad. Seriously! These people ar....

Blu3

Cravings

2005-12-10T23:24:00.000+08:00

I'm thinking...
Thinking...
Thinking...
Drooling....
Craving for a cup of Starbucks latte. Yum..

Here's one of my favourite thing to do. Drinking a cup of latte at the corner of a cosy Starbucks outlet. One this high...chair...stool...watever u call it facing the glass window. Outside: Either it's raining or after rain,. The Starbucks is on a higher landscape (slightly higher) and i must be able to see the traffic (not too heavy) passing by. I sit there, either reading a book or talking with a close friend as i watch the world goes by......Ooooh...and listerning to enya's song.

Sigh...that would be nice. So fair i have yet to found a Starbucks of my description. Okey, i've got to admit that my descriptive skills are not that good. I have that picture of the place in my head. Ask me about it then. haha...

Omeeegooosh..i want i want. That's it, here's another item to add to my "Things-To-Do" list.
I want to find a nice Starbucks that is almost my description (I'll only go as far as Orchard) and waste away the afternoon. wahaha. Of course, i believe that would be somewhere near early May.

Work was okey. However, i find that i like working with Gerald and LiPing more than Ping Ping. I donno, abit uncomfortable and well, let's just say we've got another perfectionist here then.

Blu3

Off day

2005-12-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

Finally, the second off day since i've started working.
Went to school today to collect my art stuff (more of borrowing ba) for next Wednesday's interview. Haha. I came home looking for a place to put my masterpiece and realise that my room is super messy and i can't believe i've actually been able to sleep in such a messy room forsome time. The last time i clean my room was right before the start of O levels. I need to have a "things-to-do" list soon. Nowadays, my life revolves round work, sleep, eat and countdown ro my next off-day. Haha...Sigh, i wan a camera, haha so i can take pictures. donno leh, i just thought that taking pictures can save moments (even moments that are not important or nonsensical.) which look back and laugh about it. haha

My list of things to do
1. Clean my room (DIY)
2. Give my room a new make over (DIY)
(i think i've said this last yet but have yet to do so)
3. Makeover for me
4. Shop for new clothes (seriously need that)
5. i'll continue when i can think of something.

Right now, i'm just wasting my day away. Tomorrow have to report to work...sigh. Haha i hope Gerald and Alvin is having a nice time clearing all those shou ce...*evil laugh. I just receive the new off-day timetable thingi, last night. I realise that i've got quite a no. of leave whor. For Dec, i took two (R) whoch means that Off days that i must have and they have me six R (rest day) and one (R)....i have a total of nine rest days. That almost a week sia. Though going to have extended hours, i think i need to take last off days for the next off day time table in order to earn more money. Sigh....

Tomorrow will be a better day....
mayb

Blu3

Amarantine

2005-12-08T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha....
Listerning to Enya's new album, Amarantine right now! This instant! right this moment. I must say, Enya did it again as she mersmerize millions with her wonderful voice!

I bought this album last sunday. Haha i didn't know she got a new album until the day i start working at Popular. (1/12/05) I heard the familiar voice playing from the CD-Rama and wondered if its Enya's work. Went home and check the web...and AH-ha!! I was right! No one can imitatie that angelic voice of hers! Nowadays, i get to enjoy Enya's music while working...ohmegosh!

*Edit: How the album look like

-Front

-Back

Many may ask(including me) "Whats the meaning of Amarantine"
I got this from someone's blog
"Amarantine is a flowering plant of the Aramanth family which has the dubious nickname by the Brits as pigweed.....not really lovely sounding is it....but Aramanth also refers to a mythic flower that never fades, and is also a color described as deep violet red. Amarantine connotes everlasting love. "

While i got this from a fan site
amaranthine
There are different meanings to this word. One, it resembles the plant called amaranth. Second, it is an imaginary flower of purplish red color that never fades.

amarantine
Refer to "amaranthine".

Haha intresting right?
Below are two of my current favourite song from this album's lyric. I love every song in this album but i especially like this two song for now.
Enjoy!

--------- * ----------

It's In The Rain
Music by Enya
Lyrics by Roma Ryan

Every time
the rain comes down,
close my eyes and listen.
I can hear the lonesome sound
of the sky as it cries.

Listen to the rain
Here it comes again
Hear it in the rain

Feel the touch
of tears that fall
- they won't fall forever
In the way the day will flow
all things come,
all things go.

Listen to the rain
...the rain...
Here it comes again...
...again...
Hear it in the rain
...the rain...

Late at night
I drift away -
I can hear you calling,
and my name
is in the rain,
leaves on trees whispering,
deep blue sea's mysteries.

Even when
this moment ends,
can't let go this feeling.
Everything
will come again
in the sound,
falling down,
of the sky as it cries.
Hear my name in the rain.

----------- * ------------

Amarantine
Music by Enya
Lyrics by Roma Ryan

You know when you give your love away
it opens your heart,
everything is new.
And you know time will always find a way
to let your heart believe it's true.

You know love is everything you say;
a whisper, a word,
promises you give.
You feel it in the heartbeat of the day.
You know this is the way love is.

Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Love is.
Love is.
Love...
Love is always love

Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Love is.
Love is.
Love...

You know love may sometimes make you cry,
so let the tears go,
they will flow away,
for you know love will always let you fly
- how far a heart can fly away!

Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Love is.
Love is.
Love...

Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Love is.
Love is.
Love...

Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Amarantine...
Love is.
Love is.
Love...

You know when love's
shining in your eyes
it maybe the stars
fallen from above.
And you know love
is with you when you rise,
for night and day belong to love.

A mix of everything...

2005-12-05T02:15:00.000+08:00

Like the title, i'm kind of feeling a mix of everything.
So much have happened and time just slip away so fast that we didn't even realise it.

Work was okey. A little too much for me to handle though. Practically the how assment and text area is under mu care. Of course with much help for Ping ping(my in charge) and mary(a fellow working colleague). Since Lilian and the other two part timer were not there, its kinda difficult to tidy up the whole place. You actually can have some annoying custermors leaving all the books (mind u, its in PILES) and it's very very fustrating to tidy up the area, turn around to realise everything is in a mess again!! There, you meet different kind of ppl with different characters. As the chinese saying goes "Yi zhong mi yang bai zhong ren" or one type of rice feed hundreds kind of people (english direct translation). I actually received a compliment today. I was overjoyed and happily walk to the simei MRT station (i was in a gd mood since tml is my off day!!) and i receive a msg from hui san. I called back.

From her, i receive a very depressing news, that shocked me greatly, even though i do not know him very well. I was told that Edwin, a schoolmate of mine (year 2004), has passed away. My first reaction was to gasped. Its all so sudden. Even though he was only my schoolmate and we only said Hi and bye, somehow his presence do have effect. I was sad and shocked upon hearing the news as it strucked me about how short and fragile life can be. I don't dare to think how will i react when someone close to me die...even if its someone i do not know very well, we do learn things from them and somehow does not make the meeting meaningless (i heard it from an anime...cant remember which one ) i don't really know how to explian this complicated feeling im feeling now. I don't really know how to say it.

Well, one question have been lingering in my mind. What will happen if i were to die suddenly. Would i be remember? in a positive or negative way? i will leave with regrets??

I feel that i should not continue this entry. I do not wish to write anything inappropriate.

Well, to end this entry, people!! Please live life to the fullest and life is too short for us to waste anymore time. sad. Do take care.

blu3

Sayonara O Levels~

2005-11-24T22:02:00.000+08:00

halow!
Did something about the music. It took forever to load and i just change some of the music and got rid of those that load very slow. haha I recommend the piano version of ave maria. NICE NICE NICE!! haha its strange, Pachabel's cannon in D and Ave Maria are the only two songs that i collect differnt versions of it. From Piano to choir to opera...and the list goes on!

haha FINALLY...the O levels are over. Haha...i could still remember what i was doing this time last year. Jumping around and excited over the new freedom that have been given to me. No tution, no homework...NO SCHOOL!! haha not that i hate school. Somehow, i don't feel as excited as last year. Maybe i'm use to it or something...i donno. Mayb its because i didn't have tution this year. Haha for the past two days, i've been doing nuttin but having fun.

Anyway, right after the last paper (tues, 22/11/05) , we (me, yeeling, weying and windri) rush home and change into our home clothes. It was raining that day (in fact the whole day) and we meet up at Bugis MRT station. haha. Had a great time there taking pictures, talking, laughing, teasing and so on. haha. sigh...haha i enjoyed every second of it and do look forward to the next shopping trip we'll have. (humm...after first pay ba...)

Than on wednesday, watch the anime Maria-sama ga Miteru(nice nice nice!!) the whole morning and afternoon before meeting adeline and hui san to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire movie In the evening. haha thats the second time i watched the movie. To be honest, i think there's something missing in that show and i would strongly recommend ppl to read the book before watching the movie. I doubt you will know whats going on since the movie can't do detail explaination like the book. (It would become a lecture instead of a movie at the end of the day if they do explian it) Had a great time and enjoyed myself.

Gosh!! i want to go shopping!!! (no money) There's just soo much things i want to buy. Clothes, stroy books, cds....etc!! Just a few days ago, i saw the music box display at precious thots and really fall in love with all those music box there. They even come in a merry go round shape. And there's the nutcracker suite....( check the website Precious thots than click the box and click Mr.Christmas ) but its.....$799.....omg omg.....than there's also the snowflake necklace i saw at Isetan....arr i wan i wan...but haha as expected, it's $49. I wanted to take a closer look at it and the sales person just come over and start telling me how many K the diamond..or silver or watever it is...i have no choice but to say "er just looking around" and walk away. I think she did that on purpose! haha...than there's also the Pupa cosmetic......
well the list goes on...i dun think would want to hear me drone on and on about it..hahaha

kk...i think i'll just stop here for now...gd nite and sweet dreams!!

Blu3

some quiz

2005-11-20T00:08:00.000+08:00

This is what happen when you take your shower late in the night. You end up reading ppl's survey and have nuttin to do coz ur hair is too wet for you to go to sleep. yepz...haha...so i thought i should write one entry or so. Saw the quiz and thought i'll try answering some of the questions.

--------------------Quiz----------------------

Spell your first name backwards]
yelrihs

[the story behind your email address]
inspired by some air freshener and label..i think..

[Where do you live?]
Singapore, Tampines

[3 words that sum you up]
Lazy, Artistic, Cynic

{DESCRIBE YOUR}
[Wallet]
Green with this thing that looks like a metal flower?? haha tempted to change my wallet

[Hairbrush]
i use a comb which happens to be orange in colour

[Jewellery you wear daily]
ar...none..

[Pillow cover]
Deep blue with some dolphins and bubbles on it...something like an ocean.

[Shoes]
ar..clean white school shoes

[CD in stereo right now]
The best of Enya - Paint the sky with stars

[What you are wearing now]
Baby blue colour t-shirt with black shorts

[Hair]
as mentioned before, short and wet

[In my mouth]
ar..teeth..tounge?

[In my head]
My brain?

[Eating]
I dun eat anything before i sleep

[Some of your favourite movies]
Harry Potter, The myth, The day after tomorrow...etc

[Something you're looking forward to]
Results, shopping, chalet, art and music lessons!! etc etc

[The last thing you ate?]
dumplings noodles

[Something that you are deadly afraid of?]
Cockroaches!!! eee...

[Do you like candles?]
lukewarm...

[Do you believe in a thing called love]
yes

[Do you believe in soulmates]
yes

[Do you believe in love at first sight]
yes

[Do you believe in forgiveness]
yes...though its difficult

[If you could have any animal for a pet]
too troublesome...haha already have hamsters at home..

[What are 3 places you wouldn't mind relocating to?]
Loyal to Singapore!! i dun mind visitng japen, europe though...

[What are some of your favourite pick out foods?]
hahah...a lot...lets see...quiche, chawamushi (corret spelling?)...etc I'm a big fan of food...

[What's something you wish you could understand better?]
Chemistry, Psycology...cant think of any now...

[Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time]
cant think of any

{In the last 24 hours, have you}
[Cried]
no

[Gotten sick]
no

[Sang]
yes

[Eaten]
Duh...

[Felt stupid]
yep..hehe

[Hugged someone]
no

[Wanted to tell someone you loved them]
humm..my parents?

[Fought with your parents]
no

[Dreamed about someone you can't be with]
nope

[Are you the centre of attention or the wallflower]
ar??

[What type of vehicle do you drive]
bicycle?

[Would u rather be with friends on a date]:
arr? donno

[Do you attend church]
no

[Do you like being around people]
sometimes

[Who have you known the longest (friends )]
humm...normal frens or wat?

[argue the most with]
ar..no

[Who do you always get along with]
My family and most of my frens

[Who has the coolest siblings?]
ar?..

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Thats it...bo liao right? haha...
Yay!! managed to did 2 MCQ paper...not too bad...(for physic) onli some careless mistake (stupid me). Haha i won't talk about the chemistry part then. haha...okok shall end here for now...

Blu3!

Boring..

2005-11-17T16:02:00.000+08:00

Im bored bored bored bored bored!!!
Haha today happens to be one of those days where i don't feel like doing anything at all....sian ar....
Next tuesday is the last paper. MCQ....dun feel like studying now. haha... o...YAY!! Harry potter and the goblet of fire movie starts today!!

haha don't even feel like writing an entry now...

Blu3

SOMEBODY

2005-11-14T21:16:00.000+08:00

Helo!!
Suddenly felt like writing an entry today.
I can't wait for o lvls to be finished. I must confess that i am nervous about how well i did for my exam. I do not think that i will do as well as my prelims. sigh...must be optimistic!! I've studied like crazy for this year. It would be very insulting if i were to do badly...considering the fact taht i've took the O levels before.

Went to school today to accomapny yeeling to study. She wanted to study POA and was afraid that none of the girls would turn up. So i accompanied her. I studied my geography of course. humm..haha i think i spent most of the time talking and gossiping instead.( esp about somebody...haiz...*im evil muahha) Anyway, Mrs.hawazi came to the canteen and go through some of the geography stuff and i find it quite beneficial. Did not intend to touch on development if i do not have the time. However, after today's lesson, i've covered the chapter in like one hour? haha it's still fresh in my head with all the developing and developed countries indicators and evidence..bla bla bla.

The intresting thing is that we ended up talking about her life and BGR etc topics. Haha, she was telling us that one of her regrets in life is that she never got to learn to play an instrument and never got to learn ballet. haha, her words kinda have an impact on me. Looks like we have something in common.

sigh, i've always wanted to learn ballet (arr...humm i'm too old now lah...juz imagine a hippo dancing haha) or piano (i don't mind violin). My sister had always wanted to learn violin. Oh, how i envied those people who are blessed with such talent and opportunity to learn. I'm from a medium income family and was not born with a silver spoon in my mouth (unlike SOMEBODY!!) Such lessons can be quite taxing on my parents. The lessons are expensive and it would be very difficult for my parents to actually allow the four us to learn any musical instrument or dance. (With all those stupid bills...how to learn...i would feel very guilty if i make my parents pay for the lessons.) Haha...like some people, we tend to make these dreams, that we cannot fulfill, possible for our siblings or childrens. I'm in a dilemma.

After my o lvls, i would be able to work, that means that i would be able to share my parent's burden and even buy things that i want (or even take up lessons). I intend to save the money i earn to pay for my poly school fees and materials. I am sure there will be some left overs. I hope to make my sister's dream come true. I would be happy that my sister was able to take these lessons that i was not able to take. She can make me proud and become that talented girl i dream to be. However, by making these dreams possible for her, i feel an ache in my heart. I ask myself, i help make my sister dreams come true.....but whose going to make mine come true?

Mind you i do not blame my parents or complain that i am not rich. I am happy with my life and do feel that i am more fortuante than a lot of people in this world. There's billions of things i can think of prove that i am more fortunate. The first thing i can think of is that i can see, i have hands to type, i have shelter over my head and stuff like that.

As i was saying, i do feel sad that y some people in my life get to take these lessons easily while others have a difficult time. Worse of all they take things for granted. That makes me furious. She got to learn it and she juz throw it away like as if it was nothing. I am upset with some of her stupid idealogy and she simply do not understand the consequances of some of her actions. She has to be more responsible and learn that not everything can be solve with one word sorry. Some actions leave very horrible scars that cannot be seen with the naked eye. She has the cheek to come and tell me that she is the type who takes things for granted (in chinese). I am really pissed with her.

Hating somebody would not do you good. I really wants to be on good terms with her. However i find it difficult to do so. If you get to read this post, i sincerely hope that you will treasure some things more and get your stupid ideology right.

As for thoese dreams...well, sigh...since i am not able to learn, watching other people play isn't such a bad thing. Haha some time in life we have to learn to let go...

Ok im sorry if you don't understand all the rubbish i've wrote. ahahaha....And i understand there's loads of grammatic and speeling errors....sooo just bear with me okie.

Blu3

two more papers to go

2005-11-13T01:29:00.000+08:00

Heloo!!
Haha...Just change the layout today. Was looking through the masterpieces at Deviantart and saw this photograph by werol. All of a sudden i just feel like changing my blog skin. haha donno y. Anyway, i can feel comfort when i look at this picture. It's sort of like a feeling that good things are about to happen. ^.^

I'll strongly encourage you to listern to the song Yasashisa No Tane (sang by tomoyo from one episode of card captor sakura...if i am not wrong, its the episode whereby sakura capture the song card.) and Its only the fairytale, while viewing this page. Very soothing. [humm...may take some time to load ok...sorriii!!]

Sigh...don't talk about the past few papers. One word to describe it all: Die!! haha no lah just that i don't think i'll do very well. hummm....besides, ss took a lot of my time too. Next paper is on Wednesday. Geography. I need to do well for this paper to pull up my humanities mark. sian...haiz...haha. Determine to memorize word by word and than go into the examination hall armed with all this info....muhahaha... The last paper (science mcq) will be on the following tuesday. Sian ar...

Btw, all thanks to mong ling and her sis, i've managed to find an office job to work in after my O levels. YAY!! i never like interviews anyway.

Stop here for now. sigh...very disturbed by the papers...humm...

Blu3

English

2005-10-23T00:40:00.000+08:00

(x.x)

haha....i took one whole afternoon to think how to write 3 piece of composition. End up doing only one compo. haha...haiz.....somemore just finish only. Donno why, just couldn't write anything. Full of ideas in my brain, however writing the ideas in sentence form seems to be a different story. haha...
donno lah....haha i just put in what i've got for the o lvl and pray hard that a topic i know would come out for o lvl english.

Blu3

Officially 17!

2005-10-19T19:51:00.000+08:00

HALOOOO!
haha...Happy Birthday to me!! hehe....
Wow....one thing in common about all the people who wished me happy birthday, most of them are advance happy birthday greetings. Thx Grace for being the first person to wish me happy bday on the morning of 18 October....i'm glad that u remember my birthday...snif sniff....
Of course there are other important people i want to thank as well... haha...
Among the 17 birthday i've celebrated, (each and every one of them special in their own ways) this year's birthday is quite different from the rest. I received 2 small birthday cakes!! The first cake is a small chocolate cake, baked by my two beloved sisters...awww....thats sooo sweet!! I never expect them to actually bake me a cake!! haha...Thx thx ^.^ Just hope they continue to behave themselves....can save me some energy without all the screaming and nagging. haha. oo The second cake is a small cake bought by my parents. Hehe, they purposely chose a cake that look like a cake my dad bought for me when i was in primary 2. Only this time round, he bought a cake with small characters from the show Finding Nemo. hehe...Thx...
Haha, my very gd fren yeeling also bought me a special gift. (with the help of willie) She bought a puzzle wif a picture of a Hamster.....AHHH...hahaha *jump jump jump.....the hamster is soooo adorable!!!! Sometimes i really feel like holding the hamster and squashing it like a soft toy because it's just soooo cute! haha...

ooo...stefanie wrote me a long and lengthy letter to wish me a happy birthday...haha really touched by her letter. Think i'm going to cry...haha haiz sure miss everyone and i will sure miss everyone in the school i am with now. Esp people like yeeling and wey ying. haha....

okok i dun think i wan to continue writing. Haiz 2 weeks to O lvl.....omg!! haha oh well need to do some revision first before i go to slp....hehe...tml practical...haiz need to be lock up again....oh no....forgot to buy food....haiz that means during the lock up cannot eat liao....haiz...nvm

I know i know...i'll do some editing or watsoever to this blog after my O lvl.

Blu3

38 days...

2005-09-30T23:21:00.000+08:00

helo!
Haven't been able to update anything for the past few days. No time and too lazy to do it. hehe..

haha...got back my prelim results...humm not so bad ba...average. All Bs. Haven't get back my English p1 and chem results. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me i pass those two paper! haha...wow how time fly! 38 more days to the first paper. Less than 3 weeks to science practical exam. Just like last year, I'll be celebrating my birthday with the Practical exam ba...haha.

Just adopt a hamster just now. Humm..there's something wrong with the thing i think. Coz its surpose to show its name and everything...ah nvm. Quite cute hahax.

Aiyah...donno wat to write anymore. Quite a number of thing happen for the past few days. Do hope that the teachers would stop shotuing and screaming during the morning assembly. Spoil my mood for the day only haiz...haha...

Blu3

Start of prelims

2005-09-13T18:24:00.000+08:00

ar...haha...
Die liao...going to fail today's mathematic paper. *cry. Cannot finish!! I went into the examination hall full of confidence and left the place feeling very demoralized. How how how?? First paper only!! haiz...

Tried to cram in some vocabulary and English phrases just now. OMG...my english really sux!! I mean just look at my writing and compare it with people from other school. haiz...I know...i know...I should not compare and bla bla bla....This remind me of something someone once told me...something about being simply myself and not compare and compete, people will respect me. haha..even until now, i don't really understand the meaning of it. Not that i don't understand what it says, but more of the....hummm how do you put it...aiyah donno lah...haha

AHHHH..!!!

Tomorrow English paper. How? how how?

Blu3

Blu3!

2005-09-01T11:17:00.000+08:00

Helo!
Haha fix the layout le. Hope its not too dull or anything. Anyway i like the way the layout turn out. Haha

Anyway, I know its been a long time since i last updated my blog haha. No time..loads of hw and revision to complete. A long of things happen etc etc. Before i continue writing, i would like to wish all my beloved teachers a very
HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!! Haha..
I am really grateful to have a lot of wonderful teachers who are willing to help me and guide me during troubled times. Haha dun have to go school today! yay! Speaking of teachers' day, i really dislike the Teachers' Day programme my school had prepare. This is the result of Ms.Abraham's absence. She treat the whole Teacher's day issue very seriously. Each year she would be the one to plan the programme. Its no wonder she won so many award for teachers' day last year. Haiz. The celebration was so chaotic and messy and i'm reslly clueless of what i am surpose to do at what time, even though my teachers have already brief us about it. The performance wasn't really a performance. More like a presentation? haha however bad the performance was, i should really thank the teacher's who put in their precious time to plan out the celebration and so on.

Prelims in 1 week time! Die! haha...
so i dun think i'll be able to blog as often le.
Kk have to start work now le. Take care!

Blu3

Nite before English oral exam

2005-08-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Helo!
Haha...glad to hear that some of you are coming back to BDS on teachers' day. Just nice, they've just told us the Teachers' day plan today. So listen up! The students will be attending 3 periods for that day (There will not be any IR period)...recess... followed by some interactive games and finally the concert. I will double tml abt the time school will end on that day. Muhaha...The day of the celebration happens to fall on a Wednesday. Haha...and guess what? The first 3 periods of my Wednesday lessons happen to be P.E, P.E, Recess. muhaha..... Looking forward to seeing all of you on that day! Do tell me what time all of you will be meeting. ^.^

Anyway, tml afternoon will be my English "O" level oral examination. And why am i still awake at this time of the nite? I'm freaking out! I donno what to say and i scared that i will have nuttin to impress the invigilators. Haiz. Unlike me, my brother seems to be very relaxed over the whole oral exam issue. To him, English oral exam is a "Talk Cock" session (logically lah....). Then again, his English is much more stronger than mine and his mind works really fast. Esp. for the conversation part. Haiz...how how how???!!! Hope the nite will creep by slowly and tml lessons will drag as long as possible. Perhaps it’s because of all the rumors about the invigilators. Heard that the two ladies are very fussy and particular about almost everything. In addition, they might merge the question (not in syllabus). AHHH.... freaking out! Last year also never like that leh... haha i'm not as lucky as somebody who had 2 tution teacher for one subject alone....haiz

Ya ya...i noe there's something wrong with the pic and everything. I will fix it over the weekend if i have the time. ^.^ Right now i need to get some rest so that i will be fresh and awake tml! (who am i kidding? there's math lesson tml and i'm sure i will feel drowsy de...somemore air-condition room...haha) Nitex...

Blu3

humm...

2005-08-14T00:03:00.000+08:00

helo!
Just finished typing my essay on multitasking. Gave up writing on the fullscape paper because i do not wish to waste any more paper. (Re-write 3 times le)

haha i've just realise that my coughing have already stop and my voice is defitnately coming back. Yay! Nothing much happened today. Stayed at home to finish my work. (not very productive though...only complete some) Really feel like going out and watch Bewitched the movie. Haha Bewitched was originally a black and white tv series. Its quite old i think. Haha, can't believe the Hallmark channel actually canceled my 2 fav show: The nanny and Bewitched.

Sian...tml have to go down to the market to help out....ahh...haiz. I know i am surpose to do that but which teenager don't want to stay home and sleep a bit later? Need to wake early! Even earlier than the time i wake up during the normal school days. Sian...

haiz have to go now...

Nitex
Blu3

Chinese "O" Level result

2005-08-13T00:09:00.000+08:00

HELO!!!
First of all, I'd like to thank everyone for your recommendation on the various ways to cure a sore throat. Feeling a lot better now. At least i can hear my voice now, not the "sexy" voice wey ying called. (dots..) I think my throat will really heal in time for the oral next week. How? How how??? kind of scared. Never like oral before and i doubt i'll like it in the future. Same goes to job interviews. haiz.

Anyway....I PASS! I PASS! YAHOOOO!!~ haha. I manage to get a B4 and distinction for oral. Wow! My oral and listerning must have help me a lot! To be honest, i wasen't really scared of getting my results, even though i am really keen to know my result. Haha...
Could hardly concentrate in class today. Ms.shek intentionally wait until the end of today lessons before she agreed to release result. With all the tension...how to concentrate in Ms.shek class?? haha had re-read the source of the SBQ 3 times before i can understand what the source was saying. haha. Even when the Ms.shek instruct us to assemble in the school hall to collect the result, we have to wait for another hour before the result was actually released. Ms.Shek talk a little, followed by Mdm Koh's 45mins speech, some instructions and finally the release of the o lvl chinese results.

Of course, there was a lot of commotion. Several people cried. Some with tears of joy flowing down their face while other cried bitterly because they did not meet their expectations. Whatever the case is, i feel that as long as you have tried you best, you should be glad. In fact it is not the end of the world, gather yourself and look forward. Its no use crying over spilled milk. Oral over le than forget it. Cannot change it. There's still a second chance? Y not give it a try...who noes, u might get ur targeted results.

haha, i shall not go into the detail abt who cry and wat happen. To that someone who have 2 tution teacher for one subject: (in case she does read this entry) You can perform better. So y throw away the oppertunity to do better because u assume that your standard is at C??? Rubbish!

oh well, whatever the case is, I am really glad that i pass with almost the grade i have targeted. Thinking of retaking at the end of the year. Since my problem lies in the written paper, i know i still have the chance to improve my chinese result...so y not give it a try? Its a no loss situation. As for the examination fee? i think i'll use my own allowance (u are talking to someone who have already retake her chinese "O" 3 times...do u think i still have the nerve to ask more money from my parents? haha)

Nitex

Blu3

cough cough

2005-08-05T01:17:00.000+08:00

helo!
cough....ahhh....having a bad sore throat right now. If i don't take care of it...i lose my voice!! Die...english oral exam coming! Need to take care of it asap...drink more water and so on...anyone got tips on how to cure sore throat? other than honey or fruits or doctor hahaha...

Anyway, just finish sending some stuff....and i ought to be more organised....packing my bag now and going to sleep.

nite

blu3

Change of plans

2005-08-03T20:19:00.000+08:00

helo,
2 days since i've said i wanted to stick to my timetable...
no. of things i've completed? none....
spend my the whole nite on English last night. haiz...
Tonight....need to study for tml math test...
Sian...sometimes really wonder what do i really want in life.

Mayb late nights are not suitable for me...
cannot concentrate in class....my mind keept shutting off by itself...
Staring into spaces...
i can't even concentrate on catching the rugby ball during P.E today!

ooo....Today's P.E lesson not so bad. Played touch rugby (surposed to be called touch?) today..
Wey Ying played vollyball instead.....wah!! After convincing me to choose touch rugby....-.-"
WAHAHA.....didn't get hit by the ball and i managed to catch and pass the ball! Yay!
However, Liyana and I were held back after class by Ms. Lim coz we passed the ball in the wrong way. haiz..hahaha...

Went out to buy something with yeeling, windri and xl.
The NTUC aunty wrap the gift until very ugly. Should have insisted that i wrap it myself. Now the whole thing look like some junk from the rubbish bin...ugh...mayb i'll go and buy the wrapping paper tml and try and re-wrap it. Simply too ugly for us to give it as a present.

Shall try and stick wif my plans...
don't feel like blogging now.

Blu3

Late Nights

2005-08-01T23:47:00.000+08:00

helo,
I know i should not be complaining about not having enough sleep. Students all over Singapore are giving up their sleeping time for revisions and so on. However, complaining somehow make me feel better. Haha an excellent way to release stress and express myself. HAahaha....-.-"

Anyway, Just finished mapping out my revision timeline. So far so good. Will re-plan another one after my prelims. Haiz....will be sacrificing a lot of my sleeping time. Looking forward to the coming holidays. Best of all, i get to stay home and study. (call me a nerd if u want, anything...To me, its abt time i give up most of my leisure time.) The few leisure which i allow myself enjoy include sleeping, blogging and listerning to songs. Donno if i'll be able to cope with the additional homework load.

Anyway, i better turn in early tonight. Dead tired, could barely keep my eyes open for today's math lesson. I think i must have annoyed Mrs I was very restless and kept fidgeting.

Nitex
Blu3

Batik Painting

2005-07-31T23:24:00.000+08:00

Helo,
Just finished helping Karen and william with their Batik. Haiz sure miss those days. My teachers will kill me if they found out that I've been spending time helping them. Haven't I learn my lesson last year? Haiz...so fast, the weekend over liao. Went to the market to help out (more like compulsory ba?hahaha...no lah...). Didn't manage to touch any of my work for the whole morning. Anyway, did managed to finish some of my English work. Left the newspaper cutting and the activities homework. Haiz haiz haiz....sian ar....so fast prelims coming. Come to think of it, it was just a few months ago that i was celebrating the end of O lvls. Hehe...who ask me ar...not to practice more math. Determined to do much much better this time (must!!) and i am in the midst of preparing the detail revision timetable. Must get it done by tml. Hahaha....so looking forward to the national day holidays next week....loads of work to be done.

Gd luck to all those who are submitting their Art craft work. A little suffering now and all will be over before you know it. Don't neglect the other subjects too!

Blu3

Physic Lesson

2005-07-30T01:14:00.000+08:00

Helo...
YAY!! FINALLY ITS FRIDAY! FRIDAY! HAHAHA....
Anyway, went to school today with an extra good mood (coz its FRIDAY!). No Screaming, shouting or canning for the morning assembly. Had Physic for the first 2 period.

Today's physic lesson is different from the other physic lessons. Had a physic test on Nuclear Physic (which i am very confident of doing extra well...pls pls no careless mistake!) and 5A have the privileged to have a video conference with Mr.Low (our original physic teacher) who is currently in the USA....studying something that has to do with physics and bla bla bla...
Here's the pic taken by Mr.Edward while the rest of the 5A is concentrating on the test. Strange enough, the class looks more organize and litter-free from the pic.

I'm hidden....only my pencil box can be seen....haha I've never seen the pic of the class concentrating on the test. All the serious face....Wahaha....everyone stressing over the test. I hope everyone pass!

Ya...so we proceed to have the video conference in the second period. Had a great time. Shall remember this lesson always. The only annoying thing about this video conference is the time lag.

The rest of the day was okok...got back my SS test and i manage to do well...but i realise that im quite weak at source base. Shall go and analyse tml. Got annoyed...but not enough to ruin the day....had lunch at Sumo house with yeeling, windri and Hui Zhen. Chit chat for a while..... before we head for the library. Borrowed some books....found one intresting book entitled "Why Cats Paint". The book shows the masterpiece done by several cats. Pretty impressive!

The Library computer hates me.
It kept shutting itself off whenever i am the one typing. We had to re-type a msg 3 times before we can finally submit it. Windri and Yeeling refused to let me go any where near the com while they are typing the message on the 3rd attempt.

Haha...thats roughly what had happen today. I suvived! haha had been sleeping real late for this week and my panda eyes seems to be worse. wah..i look so horrible in the racial hamrony pic..all thx to the panda eye. haha... Learned how to fold a butterfly origami today...simple and intretsing...which reminds me...CRY! my favourite pastery shop has closed down!! Nooooo! Suddenly feel like baking the butter cookies.

ok real tired now...gtg

Blu3

Haiz

2005-07-28T02:34:00.000+08:00

Helo,
So much has happen recently and my command of English is going from bad to wors...haiz. Anyway y am i blogging when i am surpose to be in bed?? I've just managed to rushed through my work. Managed to finish my english homework, 3/4 of physic worksheet, read a little Social studies and edit and send yeeling's compo. wah...2.30am liao...Haven't complete my SS revision...somemore tomorrow got test...sian.
Schools okey except for some annoying and childish ppl thats making life difficult for everyone. Managed to pass my math tt paper and score a acceptable mark for chemistry practical. Haha i'm so stupid to believe that its a chloride and i changed my anw...and got that question wrong...haiz.
Thursday....I can't wait for Friday to come. I really need some sleep. Have been sleeping really late (early?) these few days. Also, always finish the day's work on that day. Or else will suffer the next day.
Anyway really need sleep.

Nite

The half blood prince

2005-07-23T00:03:00.000+08:00

helo,
Great! Now i have to retype eveything i've perviously written. sigh...here goes...
YES! i've finished reading Harry Potter and the Half-blood Prince!! Wonderfully written and it is definately worth the wait!! (Yesh...i am a big HP series fan.) Brought the book to school for everday of this week. This book is definately better than the order of phoenix. I was so disappinted with the last book. haiz...i kind of regretted finish reading the book so fast. Now i have to wait for...donno how many years...before i can read the 7th, which is rumoured to be the final book also...(*sad) Anyway, the plot for the Book 6 is great and i shall not continue with the story for the benefit of those who have not read the book. ^.^

School still the same and the only difference is that morning assembly if getting more and more annoying. In addtion, I've got a whole pile of homework and revision to complete. sian...
Bought the Les Choristes soundtrack and the music was great. I like that show very much and would really want to recommand it. Its a French movie with a touching story line.
Anyway i've forgotten half of what i've written previously. So i think i'll just stop here. Need sleep...Nitex

Blu3

annoyed

2005-07-19T23:57:00.000+08:00

helo,
I am someone who,
1) don't like to repeat myself (max. twice)
2) is Impatience
3) dislike copycats
4) don't like last min. requst
and the list goes on....
like i say, i am easily annoyed these few days. I hate it when i get last minute things to do....So i'll have to squeeze out some time for it...worse of all, someone says they already done it...urgh...*even more annoyed. Worst still, they think they are the only ones having a hard time...PLZ!! There are others out there who are suffering lor.
aiyah....forget it...no use getting annoyed over nuttin...miss sleeping...have been sleep late lately...

Blu3

haiz

2005-07-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

helo,
i know i know its been a long time since i've last written and entry. Its just that i'm so tired nowsaday and everything seems to be in a mess. Revision isn't going on very well, i haven't been able to keep up my schedule coz i'm just too stupid that i'm taking way too long for each subject/chapter i am studying. I donno, i'm just very tired and i've got very bad temper and am easily annoyed. Sorry xl haha its just seems that u always budge in on the wrong time and haha thus become my "target". Oh well, my result also not very good. Seems to see a lot of "SEE ME!!" on my english work recently.I donno...seems to be at lost and suddenly feel too stupid to understand anything...haiz~
Oh well, tomorrow is Racial Harmony day and i'll be wearing a cheongsum top with black skirt. ^.^ hehe....kk i really promise i'll write back all the missing entry.....
I really need to re-shecdule my revision...

Blu3

Youth Day

2005-07-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

helo,
i'm sooo sorry i haven't been able to write. I'll try and finish the 40 hr forum entry and the personaility test entry by Saturday. Don't feel like writing now. ^.^ There's still school tomorrow, plus a the new time table will also officially start. Test periods!! OMG haiz...
Finished my homework and did some revisions. Finally found a answer which i am satisfied with for the Phy questions. Thats all for now...

Nitex

Blu3

YES 40 Hr forum

2005-07-02T23:28:00.000+08:00

helo,
oko, ya ya ya i remember i did mentioned before about writing in proper english..bla bla bla..haha...easier said than done. So there's still some things about writing public blogs i have not got use to. Unlike writing in a diary. I have to admit that i am simply too lazy to write in the dairy. haiz...nvm...
Anyway attend the yes 40 hr forum today. I thought it went well. I reached the Woodlands Regional Library at 8.30am this morning when i'm surpose to meet the rest at 10am. THANKS to SOMEONE hor??? hahaha....that person told me that it takes about 2 hour to reach woodland by mrt. I didn't want to take the bus coz i'll get car sick. The event went well and i've learned many things today. Also, i am give the chance to ursher the GOH on and off stage and so on. ^.^ Got to know some very nice and confident people. Got to know more about the other volunteer and...kk...nvm..i'm too tired to write now, really exhausted...can't think properly. Also, i'm still not satisfied with the phy/chem anw for the chemical reaction part...there's something wrong with it. Or maybe i got the wrogn answer in the first place. Will finish up my english oral hw and if there's time, i'll do some revision...
sleep..

T I R E D

2005-07-01T15:41:00.000+08:00

helo,
wah really! This whole week i have been sleeping late! I'm surprised i managed to pay full attention to my lessons at school. Yesterday night actually can sleep early, but my dear little sister wants me to teach her a math question. Her mood was unstable and was frowning, showing her fustration. She should have ask me earlier. nvm...then i read the question...i donno how to teach her. It is not that i don't know how to do the question, but the question is soooo simple until a stage that if i explian to her, the anw will be given.

I spent about an hour trying to get her to understand that question. We scream and shoutat each other, coz she refuse to think! And she cry and shout, saying that we don't bothered about he bla bla bla...there it goes again. My bro help to talk to her too! haiz...as if i like to lecture her like that, like what the old chinese saying "Da(3) shi(4) ai(4), ma(4) shi(4) teng(2)" Or...how to say in eng...like when parents cane their child, it means that they love their child and want them to change, when they scold their child, they are concern about him/her, in english...haha Thankfully she got the idea in the end. She knew how to do the question! I think its because of her fustration and she refuse to think. Haiz...donno what to do with her....

Heard that the VP visit the O level art class today....Wow! His actually a art teacher and he used to mark o lvl art work!! ok, i noe lah, i'm quite bias towards art. William says that the VP behaves differently in the art class and william actually thought he was nice, unlike the VP that addressed the school on the first day. humm? haiz..mrs.jonoh show my o lvl prep work to him (which is also bad since he noes that i'm william sis) but i am disappointed with myself when i heard what he comment. I found out y i couldn't get an A1 for art. Not counting the 40% paper 2 art paper, he says that A good batick can sercure a B3 but it is the prep work taht differentiate the Distinctions from the A2 and B3. CRY CRY!! haiz...*sad i won't write abt what he says ba...shall remember and improve ^.^

This issue made me thought of something. About my personaility and the "do not dare to cross the boundaries" and following the rules habit. I am not use to changes, not as in lifestyle but as in change in the way i use a particular method in doing something. I will not dare try new method for the fear of making mistake. I really should try and change that. Mayb following the rules fully is not the actual way of how things work. When i say rules, i don't mean school rules (those kind of rules exist for a reason), i meant how things should be coloured, how to handle batick....its quote hard to change to written words but its like the rules of art. There's no such thing as "rule" in art and i am free to actually explore the different area. i should learn to do that..."explore the boundaries" and try different media and designs. It is up to one's own imaginations. Why haven't i thought of that before? Also, practice makes perfect...so hahaha shall practice if i have the time..sori ppl if u dun understand what i'm writing.

Blu3

Carpe Diem

2005-06-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

helo!
wow! i've survived today! Slept really late (or should i say early?) yesterday night and was really really worn out this morning and i have to drag myself out of bed thinking about the resolution...haiz. Was really tempted to stay home but didn't and thankfully i attend school today.

School ended early today, compared to the other days. (and the days that are coming) Mr.Edward will be our psysics teacher for the next 5 weeks. Really looking forward to his next lesson. I find his lesson very inspirational and i think guys like him almost dosen't exist already (after hearing his story). He start the class with a poem which can be describe with one latin word: Carpe Diem. Which meant seize the day, before it is gone. Haha, actually whatever he said during class today, i've actually thought about it before, like what am i doing to my life? kind of destorying things around. He claims that we teenage have yet to be mature enough to understand some things...eg.BGR and i quite agrees with him. Ya so he goes on talking about his love history bla bla bla. i shall not repeat word by word of the lesson. But i am really disturb by his conclusion of "impure", "pure" and "left overs". Ya i understand what his saying, the meaning behind it and i've thought of it myself before, but i feel that its quite unfair to actually judge someone as impure or pure when they are in a relastionship and its not like....
Isn't relationship more than that? Isn't the understanding part all that more important? And i understand that studies is very important. What annoys me more is that SOMEONE, kept saying how pure SOMEONE is and we, who have been in a relastionship before, impure, calling us left-overs. Seriously she ought to think more...i'm really trying to be nice and everytime i find it harder to talk nicely to SOMEONE and find myself talking coldly to her and would not want to talk to her if necessary! y am i like that? some stuff SOMEONE says really insult ppl alot. dun like SOMEONE...but learning to be nice with the "ping chang xin" thingi that yeeling taught me...whom she learn from WY.

I'm really sorry if you don't know what im talking about in this entry. I can see its quite confusing but i don't want to repeat word by word.

haiz i've forgotten half of what i wanted to blog about...nvm

blu3

Late nites.

2005-06-30T00:55:00.000+08:00

helo,
due to all the work and stuff...i have been slping very late for the past 3 days, including today...haiz....too tried to talk about career's dat...shall do it tomorrow if i can. ^.^

Nitex
Shirley

Assembly

2005-06-28T23:55:00.000+08:00

helo!
WAH todays assembly is super boring!!! I could not concentrate and was busy keeping myself awake...i was so tired and could not listern attentively to Mdm Koh's speech. Survived today's assembly though...
i forgot what to write le...help out with the newsletter and edit some of the montage pic.
Listern people!!
There will be a Forum this saturday 29 june 2005 at the Woodlands regional Library. Its from 1pm to 4pm. Anyone intrested pls call/ or e-mail me. Thxs!
have to stop for now...the internet is super slow!! i wanna slp!

Good Luck

2005-06-27T23:58:00.000+08:00

Helo,
This post is going out to all those taking exams soon!
For ppl studying in the JC, GD LUCK FOR UR COMING COMMON TEST..(over already or anot? sori if it is)
For ppl in the Poly, all the best and GD LUCK for the coming test. ^.^ Jia you!!
For ppl taking other exams/ o lvl...haha gd luck also...a few month more only...can make it de!! Aiyah, gd luck to one and all. Its just a saying ok....( i meant the words gd luck.)
kk..i agree is a very bo laio post ahhaha..

Blu3

start of Term 3

2005-06-27T23:36:00.000+08:00

helo!!
"Why is your hair coloured?"
"Why is your hair so long? "
"Where are the holiday homework you are surpose to hand up?"

haha, these are a few of the common questions that teachers would ask at the start of a new school term. haha Of course, this morning the school start the new school term with a hair inspection assembly. Students, mostly boys, are being called (or drag or shout) out to stand along the corridor. They line up for a hair cut by the baber called in by the school. haha, i don't understand why this boys don't bothered to cut their hair yesterday, when they know perfectly well that the school will not torlerate such long/coloured hairstyle. Of course we have the principal shouting and lecturing us about......
Anyway, i'm quite ok with the new time table issued out today. Met several new teachers and we have a new VP whom i did not have a good impression on. His name is Mr. Lark (or luck...i'm not sure how its spelled) This morning, he carries a camera with him and walk around the hall with the camera behind his back. During hair inspection, he took pics of boys hairstyle which are unacceptable before sending them for a hair cut. Face the camera.. *SNAP! Turn to your left...*SNAP! turn behind...*SNAP! yep. If i were him, i would use a digital camera instead. It can save more money and resources. Well, i think he took the pictures for proof and examples of unacceptable hairstyle. Teachers warned us that Mr. Lark is a very sharp and vigilant VP, unlike Mr.Tay..(haiz y they give him the nickname?) His first order for the term, Checking of files and work. Teachers around seems to be quite stress, not only from the VP but from us student.

My bro happens to be one of the "model" for the unacceptable hairstyle boys. See lah, ask him cut his hair...dun wan...haha but this morning he did mentioned that if there is a spot checking, he will be dead for sure. Haiz, poor him. Ate the roti prata with curry at school and now got food poisoning. His going to see a Doc tml and isn't feeling very well. haiz..

Kept reminding myself of the resolutions i've made for the new school term. So far so good. Haha, managed to finish the Photo Montage and it is really an honoured to help them make the photo montage. It will be given to the GOH on sat at the forum...*GRIN...proud of myself haha..that is if its acceptable.. there it goes again, where's that confidence? haha Anyway hopefully they will like it...love it perhaps..hehe...

Wanted to watch shaman king actually, but just remembered that there's no anime on Monday nor Tuesday. Haiz. Its quite a nice and funny show actually. Stress relief..haha

Ok, have to stop now. Gonna pack my bag and finish up the oral...urgh...did i mention that oral is comming? Chinese oral next friday. haiz...English also coming...around August...Hui wei said that his having his eng oral on the august 23. AHHH! haha nvm, no fear! I will be ready for it...*breath in...out...hahaha

Nitex

Blu3

Last Day

2005-06-26T14:58:00.000+08:00

helo!
School reopen tomorrow. I'm kind of excited and yet at the same time i am really sianz about it. Take big breath and here comes the work load. No more sleeping late and waking up wake. More work..little..perhaps no play. That depends on how you define play. Well, i've seens the e-mail Martha send to me. Ohmygosh! She send that e-mail early this morning when i'm still in bed. She haven't even sleep yet! Talk about workload. Thus, another new promise...no more complians of not enough sleep. Full-time studies drill, more confidence. Thus i don't think i might come online or to write an entry today. Want to turn in early and wake up fresh tomorrow to face the "music" of the new school terms...*groans....
O oH! newspaper cutting forget to do...gonna do it now. Take care.

Blu3

M2M to MR

2005-06-26T01:35:00.000+08:00

helo
haiz...Marion decided to move on and now she's launching her new album. I'm not sure what happen to M2M..and they are not seperated. So ya...sad..haiz...some of her new songs on the album quite nice though...

Blu3

Meaningful Day

2005-06-25T23:58:00.000+08:00

Helo!!
What a eventful day! Meet new people and made some new friends today! I've learnt a lot of things from today's briefing and the Passing Out parade for CI. First and for most, i would like to congrats every new cadet inspectors that graduated today. Most importantly, HS!! ohh..and Aaron. CONGRATS!!

Haha..well woke up at 10am today and get myself ready to attend the YES briefing. Reach the Singapore Youth Council 5 mins before the meeting time. Ask the informantion counter about where the meeting was held. WOW! Martha look differently from the pictures!! She behave even differently! If i haven't discovered her blog, i would really think that she looks like she's in her early twenties! Haha she didn't recognise me at first, but happened next actually gave me a shock. She suddenly know who amd i and greeted me with a very warm and exciting welcome...haha i was kind of shocked. She then asked me to talk with Zila, a volunteer too, and we got to know each other more. She's such a sweet girl and it's really nice meeting her! Hello! haha...so we have the meeting and have the briefing for next saturday's forum. I really look up to everyone there. People like martha, priscilla...etc etc...sori i couldn't remember who is who for the moment. They are so confident and very outspoken. Me? I just sit there and keep quiet and soo stiff....talk only when i'm asked and all that. Humm...for that i have promise myself to be more outspoken and confident next time. Hey its no easy work ok!

So, we pretend to be the audience and listerned to the winners give their speech. Personally, like what the lady say...sori i couldn't remember her name, Priscilla really have that kind of voice and gesture that commands us listener to listen yo her. I like her speech a lot. I like Justine's speech structure and i like Jerry's content. Their speech really gave me confidence to improve on myself. I really admire Jerry's "never say die" attitude. He actually join different competition for 8 times and did not win at all. It is the 9 time, which is the YES 40 Hour competition that he actually become one of the winners. Ok i won't quote everything they say...some of the stuff they say truly inspired me. Also, the lady (sorri!) gave loads of excellent advice for the speaker. She advice them on how they should speak, how they should react and so on. I have learn various thing such as capitalizing your voice. Use your "assets" To think that i am always telling meyself "aiyah cannot win the competition de" or trembling when i take over a squad. I should really learn to be mopre confident. etc etc....^.^

Then went to meet hui wei, berwyn and erm...jeslene i think...i cant remember her name sori....at Novena MRT control station. We went to the PA together to attended HS's CI passing out parade. wah, the aunty sitting beside me really have a very yucky perfume...smells of some dried flower and air freshener all mixed together. UGH....gave me a terrible headach and really felt like vomitting lor. Discovered a way to prevent this. I fan the smell back to her....Much better. arhh...listerning to the music rhythem and the cadet march pass really bring back a lot of NP memories...how i miss them...sigh...time really passed fast. Anyway, i was really touched by the atomosphere when the MC asked the parents and audience to go to the parade square and do the donning of ranks of the CI. It is always nice to have your parents there to help u don your ranks...it just somehow make me feel that i am loved and really make my parents proud. haha. Of coz i am not one of the CI. We helped HS remove her old rank she have the honour of having Mdm Shu yu to help her put on the ranks. I really like the atmosphere there...its really hard to put in words. ^.^ ok...so the march pass bla bla bla....the four of us waited for HS. She sure took a long time while Hui wei and sir wei jie was having a nice time eating all the bee hoon there. haha..stayed till about 7 and we left PA and go to Novena. The 3 of us chat and shop there a little. Bookshop nice mah..hahaha...bla bla bla...they have to go while i waited for my parents behind the mrt station, near the Tan Tock Seng hospital.

Went for dinner at...i donno the place. Nice food. Took us one hour to get there coz of the road blocks and all the tanks. Then my mum wanted to go Mount feiber...(i spell correctly??) and so we went. I dun really like the atmosphere there...its too crowded and noisy coz of the mian road. Saw loads of stars too! haha i prefered Kent Ridge more than Mount Feiber. Its more peaceful there and the view is fantastic! so after the walk and the chit chat, we went home. Had a nice time talking abt ghost story etc etc.

So here i am writing. haha. School gonna reopen soon and i really promised myself to be more confident and outspoken. Of course it is equally important to work hard too. I have understand that O level is nuttin compared to what lies ahead of me. If i cannot managed my things now...next time how? I shall not complian about my subjects again...i promise lah!! hahaha...really learnt a lot today. Perhaps its some anw to my doubts. Shall stop here now...

Nitex!

Blu3

Siblings

2005-06-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

helo,
urgh...sometimes i wonder what my siblings are thinking. Thier brains seems to have problems understanding human language.

Just now my youngest sister tired to cook magi mee (to SERVE someone since she claim that she's not cooking for herself.) and suddenly...no fire..I happen to be in the kitchen and i thot i smell gas. So just in case, i ask my someone to check if there's any gas leakage or if anythings wrong. WAHHH sooo difficult until can die izit? Check onli can die ar? Y not let's wait until the house blow into picese than we check? not a bad idea hor? I hate it when he use that "Whats your problem" attitude to talk. urgh that stupid attitude of his needs to change.

Than ask susan to clear up the mess. She shout and scream that everything her fault, we're blaming her for everything, me wasting food and bla bla bla....perhaps she hiding somewhere now saying that we bully her. Great. Clear the magee mee de plastic into the bin very difficult? Like that call bully ar??? She's the one who wants to eat, then she has to clear herself! I'm not their maid. I'm sick of doing all the housework alone and anyway it will be just as untidy in the evening coz nobody bother keeping it CLEAN!! Talk about resposiblity. Someone will go into a long lecture about him being VERY RESPONSIBLE because he is keeping his room clean. Claim that resposibility must start from small things like keeping your room clean. PLease lor...what kind of a stupid excuse is this. Than if i dare argue more he will come and say that i am not responsible because i lost my hp...pls thats ages ago. He himself lost it once too.

So ya I continue our screaming and shouting with my immature sis. So someone join in the shouting, Oei can dun shout anot? etc all that sorts. Urgh i hate that attitude of his. His mood bad can vent his anger on us lah? Than when we vent our anger, he claim that we're having PMS. How annoying!! Why can't they just see my point?? keeping the house clean very difficult meh? Help out onli wah...

ARGH!! NVM....forget it. I don't see the point of complaining more..haiz......sometimes i just wish that the younger siblings would understand the older siblings de Ku xin. And yet, they just think that we older siblings are being unreasonable and naggy. whatever.

Haha nvm..haha felt better le.. ^.^ hehe yu guo tian qing. Dun worry, siblings fights are very common and it will be ok later on de...hehe...

blu3

Campfire

2005-06-24T00:44:00.000+08:00

Helo!!

Humm...a lot of things to blog today. First of all, i've managed to finish 3 math AL papers today!! haha just realize i've got some imcompleted wans. How fustrating and worse of all, i have been warn that E-math is the easiest math...Things like C math, A math or F math is triple time worse....scary...no wonder they call it Elementry math. Attend the BDS NPCC annual camp's campfire. It sure nice to see everyone again and look at our juniors perform, sing and control the situation. Arh...Those were the days..singing and cheering hehehe... Thank You Juniors!! A job well done!! i shall not comment more ^.^

Meet up with adeline at 6 and rush to BDS busstop to realise that we're surpose to meet at 7.30pm. Communication break down..haha. So we went to eat at the market. That place where Ching's cheng ting stall is. hehe wanted to have that for supper but its close!! *cry...Oh anyway had wanton mee and it was horrible...hungry now...haiz...went for the camp at 7.30 with all the cheering and singing...lalala! haha Lonely~~~~ and all that snowy thing. Haha it sure nice to be with everyone....After the whole thing...went to have supper and i didn't eat anything..than went off at abt 10.30++pm ++ haha...Went home...accompany adeline to the 7-eleven...OMG on my way there we saw someone and someone toegther whor!!! ahhax...shall not comment more. Basically Had a great time today...

Humm..its a little awkward though. Everyone there is (except wey ying and willie) at the next step of the education. Its nice to hear them talk about their current life and school, somehow it just make feel abit uneasy. Like i keep telling myself y i never study harder?? i am more looking forward to poly life. Just want to experience life there and meet new people. At the same time its also scary. Like the ppl there are not so friendly, social problem, people better than u, competition.... all that sort. Which reminds me. Some people can really be childish even when they are in Poly. What's wrong with being yourself?? Grow up and pick on someone your own size. Haiz....i was told that some of my frens are not happy with their life and the frens they just met. From my perspective, those ppl are simply too childish. Which also kind of scares me, what if i end up with the same story? Everyone "pai(2) che(4)" me?? Everyone wants to be like. Also, going into a design school means a class of art experts too! Yi san hai you yi san gao. I dun like dissappointments and what if i make the wrong choice??

Haha reminds me of what happen in primary two. Buying things for my frens to earn their friendship. It is also then, that i first stealing money and things (oops...). I was foolish then and to actually think that being ordered around is a form of friendship. hahaha. "If u dun buy me this we will not fren you!" was a common phrase and luckily i am able to change my mindset and look at the bigger picture. Hehe...i learned my lesson le lah...won't steal money anymore...and never ever will...who never steal before when they are young? hahaha... ^.^

As i was saying, social problems...nah forget it. Its something i have to face but not now. Right now what's more important is my O lvl!!! yepz! and to cherished life, family and friendship i have now. You too!! I fear for my results too and i worried for my frens too. humm Gd luck and Jia you!!

nvm..i think i just wrote a lot of rubbish which i donno what is the purpose of my statement. hehehe...

Blu3

math again

2005-06-23T00:48:00.000+08:00

helo!!
haha...well stuck with math AGAIN!! haiz...well 5 more question to the end of AL5 MUHAHAHA!!

Adeline and huisan came to my house today. SORI ADELINE for taking up ur time. Thx also coz she just played Shaman King on her laptop for susan and i end up watching with my sis also. Couldn't stop laughing and now im wondering wat happen after this episodes.....awww!!! Can be quite annoying at times though. What bother me the most is the way the writer juz stop writing halfway!! Become a very weird ending! haiz...

Argh....still have problem solving....think think think.....

*cry...school gonna reopen soon...haiz.....should really try and set my brain back to the normal time table. my mind is fully awake now!! haiz....ooo btw there's a np campfire tml at school. haha can't wait to see everybody again. haha i was told that they are going for night hike tonight..well they've probably go back to school liao. Anyway hope they have a pleasant time. sigh...how i miss those days...memories memories...~~

well that's all for now...

Blu3

Mathematics

2005-06-21T22:59:00.000+08:00

helo..

Haiz..math is really giving me problems. Try working on some indices question and kept getting stuck. The anw just dun look right and i dun have the answer. sigh...shall keep trying. Today is boring as usual and the only show that i am watching now is "The Nanny" The rest of the afternoon shows are ok but there's just too many stupid ppl and bei bi ppl inside that i dun wan to watch anymore. haha..gtg

Blu3

Modern technology

2005-06-20T14:00:00.000+08:00

helo,
I must say, i am very impress with what modern technology can do. Let's just skip the part about the advantages and disadvanges ok...haha what i meant was that technology allow us to actuallt create something out of nuttin. Take photoshop for example, look at all those talented artist featured on DeviantART. haha...oh well, i noe i noe i should be looking through my textbooks and so on now, but i just simply could not resist the urge to continue learning how to create space on photoshop. Found some tutorials the other day and have been working on it on my free time since then. Homework ALMOST doen..and i felt really bad not studying during that free time...haiz.....

nvm...shall work on my math afterwards...3pm mayb?? hehe...

Blu3

Romancing The Light

2005-06-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

helo,
OMG! I saw this artwork that brought tears to my eyes. I am so touch by absolutehalo's artwork. He wrote this very sad phrases. He wrote:

A single moment before the astriod struck,
A young boy looked,
From the sky to his Mother.
The innocence of the age in his eyes.
He smiled.

"Look Mummy. The Light is coming."

Sad isn't it? If not, i find it so...he said, look at the picture (which is of excellent quality!!!) and listern to the song "Rise and Fall of Middle Earth" and look at the picture....I just feel very sad for the boy. Imagine, you know you are about to die and u see the astroid hit the Earth. What's it like? I wouldn't want to experience this tradegy of course. This reminds me of the show Amergadon. The ending that part whereby the Father decided to takes the guy's place to sacrifice himself...(sori lah i forgot the names lah...as for the story..u should noe..)....it really brought tears to my eye then. Haiz...Life is just so fragile. Like i always say,

The real meaning of life is so simple until it is so difficult to understand. But, when you have truly understood the meaning of life, you have attained enlightenment.

It might not makes sense, i really believe that this sentence makes sense..well in a way that is hard to put in words.

Tomorrow is FATHER'S DAY! haiz....aiyah...with so many problem...how's my dad going to enjoy father's day? sigh...went to the airport with my family just now. OH MY...the most embarassing thing happen to me....i was racing with my sister back to the automatic glass door. (She snatch my magazine..ya i noe...how childish...hey she's my beloved youngest sis...of coz use childish method play wif her lor hahahaa) Halfway through, my knee suddenly lose its strength to carry me (it always happen..have u experience that? suddenly the joint just kind of lose its abilty to move) and i trip....and fall flat on my body (phew lucky not head) and.....slide a distance before my body comes to a complete stop...i could barely stand up...but i have too coz...imagine all the ppl!! OMG OMG!! sooooo pei seh!!! A little bruise here and there...thats about it...

haiz..ok shall stop for now....i am really into space now and trying out all the tutorials thats taching me how to make planets and so on with Photoshop. So far i have created 3 planets...My first attempt was not so successful haha...looks like some rotten orange planet.

Blu3~

??

2005-06-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

helo..

seriously dun get wat my bro's thinking.....what happens to parents order comes first? what happen to parent say one means one...no two? ok i noe there's a word that describe it all but i can't recall that word now haiz.i can't stand my bro attitude. its like parent's word no longer have any meaning. Y compare other ppl's life with yours? so this world is unfair...it is!! if u wan to say fair...u got a roof over your head..food to eat, clothes to wear, proper toilet, hp and com and everything....all these are luxaries that some kids in the other parts of the world do not get!! even food is a problem!! A simple dun bring hp to school can kill ar? wats wif that attitude? haiz...use public phone can die ar? donno lah...

blu3

wednesday afternoon

2005-06-15T12:52:00.000+08:00

helo,
surpose to to doing my algebra hw...but...hahaha...
music? donno leh, nt sure which music to use. Don't feel like working on my algebra questions...haiz i noe i noe math is intresting, nt so bad bla bla bla...haiz but i dun really like math in the first place...
still figuring out wat happen to the script. Somehow it dun allow me to change the intro part.

thinking....

blu3

ITs finished!!

2005-06-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

helo,
Finally! My english hw for the holidays are finished!! Intend to do extra but i'll have to see if i have the time or not. Loads of math worsheet waiting for me to finish.

Saw this documentry just now about the human mind. Its intresting at how our mood can affect our personaility. I've got this idea of putting all my fav songs (which are happy and refreshing) and listern to it every morning. Of course that will mean that i will have to get up earlier. Oh well i'll try and sleep earlier. It says on the documentry that (proven also) the songs we listern to and the shows we see affect our mood which affect our personiality temporarily. So if i were to listern to happy and refreshing songs, i ought to feel more refreshed and energetic for the day. Shall try it during the rest of my vacation (are u sure?? vacation???).

o well, loads to do and shall stop here now. Seriously, sometimes i can really write rubbish when i'm down and feeling really depress. haha...

nitex

NEED SLEEP!

2005-06-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

helo,
haha, william said he didn't meant what he says. I'm glad to hear that.
Haha, like the entry title, i need sleep. haiz...gonna slp late again tml. I hate to do that, although i loveee to slp. haha i remember what i told the tp teachers when i went for the interview.

Went to Singapore Indoor Stadium to watch PCK the musical. Manage to buy the ticket at half price from the school. Honestly i am not very impress with musical. Sure, the music is wonderful, the colours and light is great, the costumes are intresting, but i don't think i will buy the ticket if its at normal price. Went with yeeling and we kind of regreted going, but whats done is done. Magret and Gurmit's singing was great! Love the dancing and the orchestra but I hate the part when PCK and Frankie Fool fight. Its just so stupid and the so slow that when he repeat his "ress--...wait ar very hard to say" 3 times...i picture myself grabbing my bag and threw it stright towards the stage and shout "GET ON WITH IT ALREADY!!"

Just finish the final edits for the masthead. phew! its done..its done!! haha i can do my revisions and hw tml!! i plan to do extra english hw. The ones that mrs.mah intend to let us do. kk..shall turn in now....sleeppppp~~

Blu3

A drunk man's words

2005-06-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

helo,
i'll like to start with these words:

Dearest Brother,
I'm sorry if i have been such a pian in the neck. Sorry that you find me irritating and a nag. However, i do care about you and hearing your drunken words today gave me a lot of relief (more than sad). At least now i know that you are concern about your family, your studies, not the usual hack care/ hate my family attitude. I believe you can do well in ur upcoming o levels. Have more confidence and try to be more understanding. Especially grandma, she os truely concern about you. That is why she even bothered to nag at you. Hope you will understand.

Your sister

Haha if my dear brother did come across this entry some day, juz hope he will understand.
well, today i've experience something i've never encounter before.
My family and i went to the restraunt to celebrate my grandfather's birthday. I'll save the details. We do have a great time there and its always nice to spend time with the entire family. William drank too much wine. He insisted he wasen't drunk. i wasen't on the same table as him. He begun losing his balance and was swaying about and half slping while sitting on his chair. He could not walk right. His action gave everyone a good laugh but yet everyone was also concern about him--especially her*, she was ssooooo worried for him. I hope that she is not the type who dump bf for someone better (in terms of money etc) as someone had mentioned.

It is tonight, that i understand how much my brother loved her*. People say, a drunk man always spoke what they hide in their hearts. Though some stuff he said are rubbish Its a little contridicting. I am bleeding in my heart and at the same time, i felt a sense of relief. Im sad as i know that i am so irksome in the eyes of my brother. I know he finds me irritating coz i always nag at him, i am too stubborn to admit defeat (he got his faults also hor!!) but i am just concern for him. im concern about his views of life, the way he do things and his studies, i want to protect my siblings from mistakes they will regret, i want them to enjoy things that i am not able to get before, i want the best for them. I truely wants to be a good sister and really want them to see what i see and think so they won't makes mistake. I shall not repeat what he spoke of me when he was drunk. But i am at least very relief and comforted that he is truely worried about his studies. Not like his usual hack care style. Mayb i'll try and let go a little. Like what (wtas her name...that blue fish in finding nemo...dolly?...Dory) said "if you don't let anything happens to him, than nuttin will happen to him!"

haha i have always thought my brother was very ignorant and so on...well....dun care wat he thinks of me...try and let him be and help him in some other ways ba...shall try not to nag.

mum got drunk too, shall skip that part. Ms.Martha just chat with me, i am so touch and comforted by what she says. I am glad that the YES volunteer is impress. I understand its a littlw kiddish but the design didn't trun out the way i imagine. Since i am not familiar with photoshop, i didn;t change the design on the computer.

ok shall stop now...

First entry

2005-06-11T01:30:00.000+08:00

The first entry of this blog.
There's a few things I need to clarify of coz. haha my command of english isn't so good so do forgive me if i make mistakes. Also, juz start to write this public blog so its abit difficult, unlike the private blogs.
humm...haiz so much to say but i just donno where to start blogging. Now everyone in my house is very unhappy with my dear brother. Haiz, we're more worried for him than he is with himself! He's gonna get it tomorrow. Haiz. Loads of hw and i am simply too tired to blog. I'm gonna keep this short then. Shall make the rest of the changes tml. TIRED....TIRED.....need sleep...

Blu3